Meant to be

Part 3

First freedom...

That's what I had planed after my house arest. I sent all my things what I had to do because of my parents to hell and went shopping. I just really didn't give a damn how they will react. They can make my life more miserable as it already was.

I toom all my savings and went city after the bullying in school, but this day was different, I said somethings to them and to Holden also. I remember it still it was when school ended and I was in mu locker

- Hey slut! He said

- Hey psycho!

- You know it's mockery!

- Yeah and you know that what you did to me was abuse but you don't care. Anyways what do you want.

- Be back together

- "Wow! And this is how you start this "sweet" conversation. " I was being sarcastic " But As "good" as this sweet opinion sound then ...No I'm not gonna do this suicide again!" I was ready to leave

- "Suicide. You fucking psycho!" He hold my wrist in his hand so strongly that it almost hurt

- "Nope you are! You don't get it that because you are bipolar the world doesn't have to bow in front of you and you know what? " I was being arrogant

- What?

-" There are people in this world who have decease what only has 0.01 % in community but hey it's not some psycho illness and they don't act like you do. And hey I'm 100% sure of that you don't have bipolar that you are just jerk!" He was ready to hit me I saw this in his raised hand " Oh hit me. Do it! And show the world how you really are, but I know you don't do it because people would see how big of a asshole you are!" I said and then turned away he was struggling with his words until he yelled at me

- "At least I'm not some arrogant slut!" I turned around and laughed at his was even if he was 2 feet away from me

- "Yes because you are all of it and much worse" I said and walked back in front to face him

- Oh please you MOFO you are just some spoiled brat! he yelled and I turned around to walk out

- What ever! And walked out showing him and the others my middle fingers and OMG this was the best feeling I ever felt.

This day I didn't had any plan and I loved it. I just went to the nearest bus stop, hopped on the first one what came and came of when I saw something interesting. For me it was animals shelter where I asked if I can help them sometimes in no cost and they gladly accepted me and so I got to be with these little cute animals, some of them were very angry and I got some scratches but hey that didn't made them any less cute.

I was really blessed because in there I met one red haired girl Megan and we got along very well so instead of going alone to the mall I went with her.

I just didn't care about the money. I jus walked down the street and stopped by every interesting store I saw and almost never I didn't left there without getting something. Megan was confused but I told her that do day is my " Don't give a damn" day and for that she said " It's interesting I'm gonna do it too. So we both have today " Don't give a shit " day " Well you have Don't give a shit but I have don't give a damn" and we both laughed.

I enjoyed small places so I didn't wen to mall because the street was full of places what were more special than some malls filled with pretty boring stuff.

When it became to darken Megan offered us to go to club were can go people over 18 and I was hey how we can get in there and she said she had some contacts in there. So we went to her place with our big bags.

She had really lovely apartment. She said she lives alone but she has big brother who stops by sometimes. We talked about some random themes when we did our make up and dressed up.

She but on a short glittery white dress witch exposed much, when I only but some white sneakers, black ripped jeans with silver chains and littered black bean. I di some soft make up, but on mascara and made my lips baby pink. Megan did smoke eyes to her self and but his hair in to bun but I thought it was too much for club. but hey I've never been one those kind clubs so what did I knew?

The time was maybe 8 pm when we left. I had turned off my phone because I had no mood for my parents and their dramas. Hey it was my first don't give a damn day.

The first thing what we did with Megan when we got in we took some shots to get more lose but I didn't need this so it's no miracle that in front of the bar was a little slop because of me, because I didn't wanted to drink any. I was already enough in the loose so why I need this and also I thought it wouldn't be good for my decease.

As we were dancing with Megan who I last not long after we got to the dance floor, I felt someone's hands in my back dancing with me. These seemed familiar but not for once I didn't look behind me as we danced together. We danced perfectly. I got to be in lose, make some twirls, smile be happy jump and do other crazy stuff and he did it with me , but when I turned around and saw who it was my first words were:

- You!

- "You!" He said back

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