Meant to be

Part 33

Milenia's P.O.V

"Hey, my little one. Today we finally go home but after that I need some time with your father, so I have to left you to your uncle for a while!" I member telling to my daughter Mirelda-Nogracia.

But when we got home, Mirold never gave us a change to tall to him about something. I know that he was worried about me and he just wanted to be with our daughter and I.

I member when I woke up in our house in our bed, both of them next to me and I just was so jealous to myself. Mirolds hand was over me and Mirelda-Nogracia, holding both of us close to him. It was my "dream come true". I was happy. So happy.

But there's nothing happy about my disease. I had been home grom hospital about one month and woke up it was buddy who woke me by licking my face before I saw my dream come true. But then came the over powering pain.

I searched for pills in my closet but didn't find any so I run to bathroom where I started womiting blood and that moment when I took all the pills in the shelf I knew. I have to tell Mirold the truth(about Nigro). When I die he would blame Holden forever and I was also tired of secrets.

I took every pill in the closet. Lied Mirold that I had to go to work but insteed I went to doctors.

She didn't said anything new just repeated what I already knew. That I'm dying and when time passes it only gets worse and it's normal. But for me it wasn't. I knew that I've been happy and having our dog snd little family, made so that I had 5 more months left. But after the doctor I went to post office. Wrote some letters to my darlings for the future.

After 3 hours I went home and said to Mirold "We need to talk" knowing that my daughter was in the same house, sleeping.

"Yes Sprinkle" he was cooking

" It's about my past...more about Holden" he got mad:

"You still remember what he did to you? He abused you. Past months you have been waking uo screaming, like in the hospital. We don't need to talk about this asshole"

" Asshole called Nigro"

"Who the hell is Nigro?"

"The reason of my bruises back then. My first love and adventure" I said truthfully and he laughed:

" No he wasn't . I was" he was smirking and I sighted looking at the ground:

" No. Nigro was. I was cheating Holden Once a upon o time I loved him and hoped he'd feel the same way but we were messed up from the start and it was all over before I met you and..." but he didn't let me finish

- "So you wanna say that all between us and in our life has been a lie?"

" No of course not. I love you, more than anybody could ever imagine"

" But you said I'm your first love. You lied to me!"

" Does it really matter that you're not my first love. I think that from that first love. My mistake, I finally found you. We are stronger than the first love. I trust you. And that makes us stronger"

" No. It shows that you're a liar and just some slut who just was seeking for a new adventure" At that moment I couldn't keep myself calm anymore so I slapped him and then the real fight begun and I couldn't keep my promise. Never forget how much you love each other in the fight.

It all ended up with broken vases and me running away like a coward like he had yelled after me. I just run and run and run. Not even thinking of possibility going back.

But I did. 7 hours later I went home and snuck in to our bed were Mirold was sleeping. I watched him quietly. He looked worried and I was so selfish being on the graveyard asking for forgiveness from Nigro while I was on his grave and thought about my life in our bench where I met Mirold. The pain was there. My sickness in all his glory but this time it helped me. It helped me to come to my senses and go back home where was the love of my life and my daughter.

I was happy. Mirold was holding Mirelda-Nogracia and I took her from his arms and whispered " I love you both more than anything else in the world" and put MN in her grib and went between Mirold's hands. He kissed me on the head while being in deep sleep saying:" I love you Milenia and only you" I planted soft kiss on his lips while saying:

"I love you too. It's all I had to do"