Meant to be

Part 11

I became on conscious when I heard by phone ringing and took it from the floor and didn't even looked caller ID but when I heard his voice everything came back to me and I felt tears on my cheeks:

- "He-ei!" I was sleepy

- "Milenia. Darling!"

- "What to you want?" I asked sullenly

- "Talk to you" he said simply but I heard concern in his voice

- "Hey. There is nothing to talk about. I knew that you're maybe way older than be but I, I" I said I love you, is what I wanted to say but yes I was too scared so I ended the call.

I pressed my head on the pillow so it would quench my screams and sobs, when there came a message for me:

Mirold: "I want to see you. Let's meet by the ocean near my apartment on the promenade at 18.00"

After that there was a fight in my head. Should I go or should I not go but the voice of my heart was so loud that I just screamed: "FINE!!!" My only free day from everything. My weekend was usually made of practises what lasted until 19 am but somehow I always had managed to get time for Mirold. I loved and love him.

From the start...

I don't know how long I was like that- mixed up with my emotionsA watched at the clock and it said " 17.54" So I just quickly got up, put on first pair of jeans what I got and threw a plain white shirt over my head and combed my head and then run for life to get there. I didn't had any time to wait for a bus or call a taxi

.................

somehow I managed to call my doctor because about that intsident what had taken place before. This agony, this pain.:

- " Hello is this Dr.Smatsen's residents?"

- "Yes. Would I call her?"

- "Yes, that would be wounderful"

- "Yes? Dr Smatsen speaking"

- " Hello. It's me, patient Missis Wildshed. I was a strange accident before. I thought my decease has come under control but earlier today I felt sharp pain everywhere in my body and I couldn't reach my medicine so I blacked out. Is there anything I should worry about or what?"

- " It feels pretty serious to me but sadly there is next available time free in a month about 14 am. Would it be okay? And until then just increase your tossage"

- " Yes that would be okay. Thank you for your time Smatsen. Good night"

- " I'm always ready to help a Miss like you. Bye!" she seemed happy but I was worried but then I run towards my destinaton

.........

When I reached there I saw him. Watching the ocean. sadly. He was so in his mind but when he saw me beside him he smiled and said: " I already thought that you won't come"

- " I was thinking the same but one voice screamed at me to come" I put my right hand on my heart

- "Look I..." He started but I stopped him with my finger:

- " No let me talk" I said and composed my courage and said to him truthfully looking in his amazing eyes - " I knew that you're probably way older than me I had an aim. I accepted it from the start but I was ready to risk it. I know that it was unfair but I thought you had the same aim but when I was with you it felt like there is no difference between our age. I loved every moment with you and that you had to found out I'm underage on that way... I was scared and it was for the reason why I never looked your age on the facebook or somewhere else. but I was ready to risk it and still am if you are"

I turned my gaze from his eyes on my feet but he lifted my chin and said : " I am" and kissed me and God I missed that. I missed him but I still ruined that moment:

- "But what you said... It..."

- "Was from the shock." he said " I love every hour, every moment with you and how we blessed my bedroom"

- "So it's about sex" I faked being sulky

- " No It's about making love" he kissed me again with miss and passion and I kissed him back with everything. When it stopped I wanted to say it, what I was feeling but I stuttered trying to get words out of my mouth:
- " I- I..." he but his finger across my mouth but had to take it away when I licked it but he said looking deeply in my eyes:

- "No need to say. I know you love me" he kissed me softly on the lips

- " I know you love me too"

- "With everything inside me" he whispered never braking our gaze and holding our hands

- "With everything in my heart" I said, because it's the only place what free from PP

He kissed me more passionately and the we started walking by the ocean in comfortable silence