Meant to be

Part 18

"WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING IN HERE???" I heard

and at that moment I knew-we were busted. We were both in shock when I saw my parents. Both, mum and dad. I knew that now there was no way out. How the tell them that see me making out with their friend was just some stupid mistake?

My mom screamed again - "WHAT DID YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE DOING WITH OUR MY DAUGHTER"

- "Loving her" he said and I looked at him confused and he squeezed my hand pointing that now is time to tell but I shook my head. I wanted to know. I wanted to know what they have to say but then I discussed in my head. What I want more? The truth about how they control my life or Mirold? At that moment I knew what I wanted so I said truthfully

- " Mom, dad. This friend of yours is actually my boyfriend." My parents started to laugh at first but when they got that me and Mirold were dead serious my mum screamed:

- "What the hell are you thinking young lady? " but then she became like a with and tried to play like it was my trick and she had seen trought it - " Oh I see what's here. You are dating with your father's best budy because you want to be cool and be rebel and make us look sad. But hey thanks to us you have this everything. You can take these dance lessons and become a ballerina like you always dreamed of!!" and then I screamed at her:

- " I NEVER WANTED ANY OF THIS. IT WAS YOU WHO WANTED TO BECOME A BALLERINA SINCE FIVE BUT YOU WERE JUST SO DAMN LAZY. I HAVE TO FOLLOW YOUR RULES. I HATE EVERYTHING EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I DANCED AROUND YOUR PLAN WAS BECAUSE OF HIM..."

- "NO, NO , NO. YOU ARE LIEING. HE HAS SEDUCED YOU! What you did to our daughter? WHAT?" my dad screamed at Mirold and I wanted this to end and then I didn't felt mu left hand and I knew that I needed my pills but at the same time I wanted to protect what I and Mirold have because he was only real person in my life.

- "HE DID NOTHING, NOTHING BAD. I LOVE HIM. OKAY? I HAVE AND WILL LOVE HIM ALL THESE1.5 YEARS. THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO"

- "BUT THINK ABOUT YOU FUTURE! HE'S 18 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU!!" My mom screamed - "HE'LL RUIN YOU AND YOUR LIFE! HE'S 35!!! FOR GOD'S SAKE"

"WHY IT MATTERS? I'M GOING TO DIE ANYWAY" I screamed and then it hit me what I had said. Everyone in this room were silent and I couldn't handle this and I heard my mom whisper:

- "We had so many plans for you. Marryng being a virgin( I snored at that thought) being a most famous piano and flute artist and ballerina and were successful lawyer and end up with a happy family like us...."

- " We were never a happy family!" I said before storming out of the door and let my self cry, I didn't felt my left hand.

Few minutes late came Mirold, my brown bag in his hands and I tried to show him that everything is fine so I just smiled him reassuringly even if I was dying from pain inside of me.

I smiled hat him when he had put his hand around my so called dead hand and waist and I smiled:

- " Can I get my bag?" I asked

- "Nnnn no" he said as he took this bag out of my reach and I tried to reached it. I begged him:

.- "Please I need it" I said trough pain he acted like I should get it but then pulled it away and so this came went on...but I knew that this was his way to take my mind away from my parents and what I had told them but then it was too late for this game to stop because at one moment I blacked out...

because of pain