Meant to be

Part 37

The last days of my life.

I started to feel weaker and weaker and tired. I didn't got any sleep. PP was doing his work- destroy me.. I saw my daughter but I couldn't hold her. My mussels were too weak. I was now vomiting. Mostly blood and that from every 3 or 4 hours. I was too weak to eat and I saw how Mirold was suffering because of that. Maybe that the reason my name is in suahiili language Millenium but not because of that I was lasting long, no it was because I lasted less than others.

One day Megan visited me. I knew she wanted to scream because what I was doing to her father by getting lost and lost in time, but she decided to put her face smile on and said:

" Hey Milenia, my step-mother" she laughed " It's so weird to tell mother to you and calling my god daughter my sister" she came closer to me getting more upset " What was your plan? Fell in love with an old man that he could die right after you? Sorry but my father is not that old.You gave her a daughter. Do you think that it would be easy on him?" These words crept in me and I felt the pain and truth in them and a tear slipped:

" Megan. I'm so sorry and I know sorry isn't enough. But I never meant to fall for him or die before him. Before the love of my life" and she was also right about raising our daughter part I had thought that it'll be easy but I knew it wouldn't- " I was so blessed to met him, Megan. He was so forgiving. Never gave up. I know that it's hurting him, that one day I'll hurt him more than anybody else. I'm drying to make this easier to him. That he wouldn't see me die" I said and closed my eyes "I love him. Forever. I hope that one day all of you have straight to forgive me for leaving you. That I came into your guys life and ruined it... I hope" I said it was getting painful in every way

" No,Milenia, don't say that. You were the best thing what happened to us. To Mirold. I got amazing little sister, I love Nogracia with everything in my heart and I've never seen my dad so happy as he was with you. I know he loves you and you love him. I'm so glad I met you. You have given more happiness than you could take away." she said tried to make some success with me but I sighted:

" You know it's not true"

I woke up because of the strong pain in my heart. I tried to calm my brain down and told myself all over again that it's just a imagination or a bad dream. Every monitor around me was making big noise and the pain went worse and worse. It wasn't good. It stormed from my heart to my mussels and then to my arms. It felt like a cancer (what it basically was) and I started to scream for help.

Doctors came, but as I saw the bright blue light, the ocean I knew.... my death was here to get me. Doctors came, calming me down. They tried every kind of meidicine on me, but nothing worked, it only made it worse. Me screaming all over the room telling Mirold to keep himself out and I saw that he knew what I knew. These were the last moments of my life.

One moment the pain was gone and the blue light surrounding me every where and I smiled happily saying:

" I love you Mirold and Mirelda-Nogracia"