Meant to be

Part 27

2 weeks later...

It all had been pretty rough on me. I was asked to performe but I felt so broken and gone. Always singing these song while I was breaking because the man I loved wasn't beside me.

But I got to meet dolphins and I loved it. For a while it took my mind off stuff going on my life. I was 5 months pregnant and my belly was showing so I quit school and did some at home. So I ended early and made me stress but when I was with these little creatures they eased it away but not really took it away.

I had to go one of my appointments because PP only got worse and I was teary eyes, when I reached to doctor and just broke. This pain in my soul, this pain in my veins, this pain on my bones I wasn't ready for it, so they put me for few days in the hospital and that's when I saw him...

Mirold. He saw me too so I looked away but he came to my room and said:

- "Stress?" I nodded - " I heard that kids are very useful at your case." he said and then he did very unexpected offer- "Do you wanna take care of the kids. For a day or so. Be there doctor. My college could really use help" I smiled happily - " So how have you been"

'missed you like crazy' is what I wanted to say but I just hugged him and said - " I want you back. I can't be without you. I need you, our child needs you" tears was rolling down my face and he hugged me back strongly:

- "I've missed you too. But I have to deal something what's important to me. So we can't be... I'm sorry" he said and I nodded and let go of him:

- " I understand" I said softly

Then came his friend Math with great enthusiasm and said " So are you ready to deal with these little brats?"

"More than I could ever be!" I said and put on some decant clothes and went to kids corpus.

I loved working with them and for my and Maths surprise I knew very well about these stuff. I loved how happy kids were when I took their blood and then but a little plaster with car or kittys and handed them lollypop. Some of them even hugged me and I just couldn't stop to imagine to be this way with my daughter but then I remembered the sad part of my story but tat didn't made any less the happiness these kids gave.

Math was there on my every step and sometimes I saw in a corned of my eye, Mirold who was happy to see me and his friend happy. Math would be really good boyfriend but I had fallen for his friend and perhaps he was little too old for me, like 40 and happily he has happy family.

At that night I was singing in hospital lounge to cheer these family members up or give them comfort what this music gave me.

I was sitting on high chair, mikrofon in front of me doing my last performance because I was tired of this. And When I started to play last song I said what I truly meant:

" This is my last performance ever. I have felt pain and I know that everybody beside me would feel this too but these songs and being here have gave me the comfort what I needed and I'm happy to gave this to you. But this song. My last song is to somebody who I really care about and love all of me and I want to say to you that- Everytime you fought with somebody you love, don't forget the love because it would bring you to sad point... Because I have made some mistakes with a guy I love and I never want to make this mistake again. Forget in drama how much I love him..." I said and started singing Britney Spears "Everytime"

Notice me

Take my hand

Why are we

Strangers when

Our love is strong

Why carry on without me

Every time I try to fly I fall

Without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And every time I see

You in my dreams

I see your face

It's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I make-believe

That you are here

It's the only way

That I see clear

What have I done

You seem to move on easy

Every time I try to fly I fall

Without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And every time I see

You in my dreams

I see your face

You're haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

Every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby 
And every time I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I put all my soul and ache in this song and guitar, so when I stopped and looked up I saw Mirold. Smiling me from the crowd and holding a basket in front of him and I just smiled when he came towards me and the stage....