Meant to be

Part 36

Milenia's P.O.V

Hospital. That where the last days of my life gonna be. I always dreamed and hoped that I will die in my home when I'm old but this was deleted at the moment I was diagnosed with PP and there I was. In hospital, connected to many monitors waiting for Mirold and our little daughter. There was nothing to do against it.

Pain was coming pack after 2-3 hours. When this pain came I tried to tell Mirold to get out of the room, but I couldn't speak, so he had to see me suffer, even when I didn't want to.

I was able to talk after 4 days in the hospital. When the doctors noticed that they said.... basically don't talk much, but I couldn't. I had so many things to say to Mirold and when he came back with a pillow face I surprised him with saying:

" Do you remember that one time on the beach? When you were lying in the ground because I was so annoying with me wanting to go to swim but you didn't want to and you hoped that lying on the ground will save you from going to water..."

" But you just dragged me from my foot and dragged me to water with you"

" OMG I still remember how you screamed like a kid"

" And you my lovely wife made a joke about it even back then, but I'm glad. I'm glad you did that because it gave me the courage to ask you to be my girlfriend because I knew from that moment..."

" That you won't get rid of my that soon" I sighted " And here we are. We have a wonderful daughter and I'm... leaving"

" No you're not.I haven't told you even my biggest secret"

" So tell me!"

" I don't want to I'm scared."

"Just tell me Mirold. I love you no matter what" I kissed him on his cheek and he smiled:

" Remember when I told you that we should trust fate"

"Mhm"

"Well I didn't. Okay maybe first, but after the club when I got to know you are Megans' friend I basically called everyday her to see if you are visting and then I lost my apartment and I was sad but Megan called me and said you're coming over so I was used a chance and excuse."

"So that's why Megan was bugging me to visit her"

" Yes. But you're not mad?"

"No of course not.I may have went over to Megan for same reason. I also called her and decided to choose fate as an excuse" He laughed:

" We truly are meant to be"

" I guess we are." I smiled but then went to sad: " Mirold, please promise me one thing" he looked at me " Please don't be there on the moment I die" I looked down and he sighted:

" Sprinkle. Don't you remember at all what we promised? In sickness and health"

" But I don't want you do see me suffer. You'll have MN who clearly needs you, when I'm gone. She won't have a mother and you'll not have a wife. I please you. I'll be dead in days"

" No don't say that. You're strong" he was sad and I saw his tears forming " You're feeling better, you wont leave me"

" But I have to" I said and looked away. I couldn't stand the hurt in his eyes " And you have to find a new wife. Stronger and better than me" I said sadly as tear escaped. Thought of him being with another women was killing me but I had to set him free. I didn't want to left him and our daughter alone but God didn't gave me chance for life. " Mirold. I don't want to die, but I have accepted that and all I ask is for you to move on. Do you promise me that?" I asked watching in his eyes

" I promise" he said but I knew he was lying