Beach Waves (Johnnie Guilbert FanFic)

Chapter 11

After I finish the song, the crowd erupts into chaos. Screams with positive and negative things are being yelled but I could care less. I flip my middle finger high and Johnnie runs up to me and kisses me on the lips. Our rings clash into each other. His soft lips form against mine perfectly. I smile and pull away.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asks.

"I'd love to." I say and hug him tightly. This is exactly what I wanted. Johnnie is so perfect. I sing a love song for him and he goes and proves he cares about me.

I hear clapping from behind us. Andy, Juliet, Jinxx, CC, Ashley, Jake, and Ella clapping as they walk on stage. The audience mostly claps. Some boo. I could care less. I care more about the boy holding me right now.

"This concludes our show. You guys were awesome, aside from the shitbags out there flipping this girl off. Signing in thirty minutes." Andy says before we all head backstage.

"Thank you so much. Not just for the song but for this whole day. I won't be able to see you for a while but I promise I'll do what I can to stay in touch." Johnnie says a little teary-eyed.

"Johnnie, we still have a couple hours."

"I want you to spend that time with Tori. Besides, I haven't been to nah designated signings or been selling any merch like I need to be doing. I'll call you later." I nod before he kisses me. I could almost feel the hurt of leaving me pour out of him through that kiss.

"I'll miss you." He says.

"I'll miss you too." I say, closing my eyes and letting him go before Tori goes and jumps on me.

"Holy fuck dude! Holy fuck! You sang! And you're now dating Johnnie Guilbert. Like fuck!" She screams. I laugh.

"Honey, relax." I hug her.

"You guys coming with us or doing your own thing?" Jinxx asks us as the group leaves. Tori looks at me.

"Go girl. Have fun. I'll see you later." I laugh. She grins and Jinxx takes her arm and they go off stage.

~

I'm sitting on a rock with my acoustic guitar playing Make-up Smeared Eyes by Automatic Loveletter.

"This drama sat shotgun

My eyes rained like autumn

Only the glove box knows how the story goes

Now that this bandage is broken

And the cuts left in open

I'll tell you just one thing

This wasn't worth the sting" I sing.

"I didn't know you liked Juliet's old band." I hear from a voice behind me. Standing there is Kevin Lyman.

"Yeah, I do. She's influenced me a bit." I say. He nods and I show for him to sit next to me. He does.

"So I saw you play on the main stage. I have to say, I'm pretty impressed. Are you in a band or anything?"

"No. That's why I'm heading to LA tonight in hopes of starting something." I laugh a little.

"Well, if you do ever happen to get into a band or feel like singing solo, give me a call. I'm sure Warped would love to hear you." He says, handing me his card. I nod and thank him as he gets up and leaves. I continue playing as I contemplate the idea of being on Warped Tour. I've always wanted to. It would also mean me being close to Johnnie. But I want to go to LA. I need to go to LA. My heart rests there. Except for the fact of that enormous hole in my heart that I won't see Johnnie for a long time, he won't remember me, and he'll find another girl to kiss.

No he won't. You know that. He seem's like he really likes you and interested in maintaining a long lasting relationship. Don't even think that.

I sigh and start writing a song. I name it Insomnia.

"It's three am on a Friday morning

Insomnia is taking it's toll on me, it's toll on me..." I scribble it down. Just fix it later.

I sit up and put the guitar around me and grab my bag before getting up off of the ground. I check my phone. My eyes bulge to see it's already seven. Fuck. I need to head home.

As I start walking back, the rain starts.

"Know of all fucking times?!" I yell out in anger, startling a couple making out.

"Yeah, actually." An arm wraps around me. Johnnie plants a small kiss on my cheek as we quickly walk under a nearby tent. The people were about to complain as the rain starts pounding against the ground. Specks of water flood my face. Thank god for waterproof makeup. I stare at Johnnie, tracing his lips and chin with my eyes. He notices me and moves a piece of hair from my eyes but doesn't say a word. Only the sound of pouring rain envelopes us. He leans in and kisses me, softly at first but then with more force until I was gasping for breath.

"I'll miss you my mermaid. My stunning and perfect mermaid." He murmurs against my neck.

"I'll miss you my angel. Keep flying, even though your wings may have flaws, take joy in them. Holes and wounds will heal over time." I say, kissing him on the lips softly before hugging him and saying my last goodbyes.

All I remember is him standing alone as the rain soaks his clothes and he stares as I leave him.

Goodbye my Fallen Angel.