Ek Ajnabi sa ehsas

part 2

Sujal sat in car.. but his eyes were fixed on police van in which that lady constable was sitting with that baby...and baby was crying loudly..

   Ignoring his thoughts he started his car. He entered in his home..

It was quite midnight. . Everyone was in their rooms except veena. She was sitting in hall waiting for sujal.

Veena : sujal you arrived...khan the tum..

Sujal : aap soye kyun nhi mumma..

Veena comes forward and touched his cheeks

Veena : tum theek ho na?

Sujal : mein theek hun mumma.. aap fikar mat kro.. you go and sleep..

Saying this he goes to his room. Veena entered in her room and was about to lay ..when CG

Cg : a gya sujal?

Veena : aap soye nhi...mujhe lga aap so gye honge.

CG : nhi veena ...so nhi paya.. aaj mene phli bar realise kiya veena mere bete ne apni zingi mein kya kuch sha h..aur mein hmesha se use galat hi smjhta aya.. aaj jana ki kitna dard h uske andar.. khin na khin mein bhu kasurwar hun uska..

Veena : mujhe bhut fikar ho rhi h sujal ki..khin wo firse apne aap ko..

Cg : nhi veena..ase mt socho.. bus pray kro ki hmare bete ki zindgi mein jldi se khushiyan a jaye..

Veena : pta nhi ..mere bche k sath hi asa kyun hota h..

And both layed..but both were not able to sleep...

Both were thinking about the pain which sujal has gone through...
They still remember the words which sujal said today

Flashback

Sujal : i am sorry sir mein..kashish se shadi nhi kr skta..

Prof sinha : lekin..sujal ab to sb theek ho gya h..sari galat fehmi door ho gyi h..aur tum pyar krte ho ..kashish se..

Sujal : kya farak pdta h..

Kashish : sujal..i am sorry

Sujal : nhi kashish. .its ok.

Kashish : sujal tum...

Sujal : kashish please...tum jao yhan se

Lalit : sujal beta ek bat fir se soch lo..

Cg : han beta..i think lalit is right..you loved kashish and ..

Kashish : tum ase kyun kr rhe ho sujal. .

Sujal ; stop it you all...just stop it..and tum. .kya janna chahti ho.mein asa kyun kr rhe hun...to suno  ..mein har chuka hun kashish. ..har chuka hun mein... nhi h mujhme ab itni himmat..ki fir se mein wo sab sh sku..

Kashish : mein smjhti hun sujal..ab asa kuch nhi hoga

Sujal :( with a sacrastic smile) tum nhi smjhogi kashish. .tum kbhi nhi smjhogi..aur na hi kbhi smjha h tumne

Kashish : sujal mein...

Sujal : kya kashish. .tum btao kya tumne kbhi mujhe smja h  kbhi bhi..acha u tell me..pyar kiya tha mene tumse..tum n bhi kha tha that you love me..fir tumne piyush se shadi kyun ki...tumne yh bhi nhi socha ki mera kya hoga..yh bhi nhi mein kase jiyonga...mana kashish mana ki muhse glti hui...aur us galti ki sza mein aj tk bhukt rha hun..ek galti. ..manta hun..mene tum pr us time bhrosa nhi kiya..manta hun mein mene tumhe galat smjha...lekin ek bar..ek bar khud ko meri jgah p rkh k dekho..mein us din tumse shadi k bare m puchna chahta tha. .hmari shadi kashish. .aur socho kashish how it feels jb aap apne pyar ko apne hi best friend k sath dekho..bhut dard hua tha..bhut jb mene tumhe piyush k sath bethe dekha roke k liye..pr nhi tum kyun smjhogi..