Ek Ajnabi sa ehsas

part 8

Naina turns around surprised and shocked. .she glares at sujal.

But sujal was sitting calmly like nothing odd has happen.

Sujal : kya hua jwab nhi h...

Naina : aap jante h aap kya puch rhe h hmse?

Naina : jante hi kitna h aap hme...

Sujal : abhi kisi n mujhe kha..janne  k liye kuch mulakate hi kyi bar kafi hoti h..

Naina : dekhiye..ap

Sujal :its ok...leave. aur han savita ji se kh dena...wo fikar na kre mein age se arav se milne nhi aunga

Naina looked at him surprised but shw left from there.

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Whole night nor naina nor sujal was able to sleep.

Naina was still surprised how sujal can ask her for marriage. .

Naina : wo asa achanak se kase puch skte h...shadi koi khel nhi h...ek asa rishta h jo dil se judta h.

Sujal was surprised at himself how he ask naina for marriage.

Sujal : arav ko apnane k liye mein naina aw shadi krne k liye bhi tyar ho gya..

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The days passed on..

Sujal didn’t come to ashram to meet arav..but it doesn't mean he never see arav. He daily comes to ashram stands there at door and see him..see him.playing...but never comes in front of him.even he also think may be savita ji will never agree to gave him arav.

He didn't talk with anyone at home also. He usually remain silence. But nothing change between him and kashish.  Almost daily he and kashish meet actually not meet only see each other.

Kashish has left hope that sujal will never forgive him and sujal has make his mind and heart he never wanna face all that again...the person who can't even trust on him how he can spend his  full life with her.

Naina and sujal meet often at music company..naina was selected by sujal ' company for music album. They meet but no one tried to talk with each other but naina started noticing him. She always admire him as a person as a buisnessman as a human being...yes its true sujal never meet qith anyone at ashram but naina almost daily saw him outside ashram looking at arav with love..and she admire it a lot.

One such day..

Sujal comes to see arav. ..it was almost 10 at night..when he entered he saw arav was crying a lot..

He listen naina ' and some kids talks..that arav has fever so he was weeping...

He wanted to go and take him in his arms..but he was helpless.

He keep on waiting..arav was continously crying..naina and savita aunty was trying to handlw him the best..

Not able to have control sujal make a call to a doctor and soon doctor arrived.

Doctor entered ashram as said by sujal ..and checked arav give him a dose.

Moreover doctor didn't even revealed that sujal has send her here..but naina understood.

It was about midnight ...arav has just slept..naina goes to shut door but she saw sujal still sitting there on stairs of asharm.

Naina see him..with so much emotions. .and then she goes and sits beside him

Naina: wo theek h ab..ap ghar ja skte h ab.

Sujal looked at her surprised. .

Naina : hm jante h aap roz yhan ate h..aur yh bhi k wo doctor ko apne bheja tha..

Pr fikar mat kijiye ..arav theek h ab...ap jayie ghr aur aram kijiye bhut der ho gyi h.

Sujal didn’t say anything. .but stands from there.

But naina ' eyes welled up by seeing tears in sujal ' eyes.  Only one question was in her mind..how a person can be so pure at heart...how a person can love a stranger so much...

And after about a minute when sujal was about to sit in car...

She called him.

Naina : suniye..

Sujal turned and looked at her.

Naina comes near him...and started fidgeting with her duppta

Naina : apne jo hmse us din wo swal kiya tha..hm us ka jwab dena chahte h...

Sujal looked at her eyes...she was nervous but still facing him.

Naina : hm apse shadi krenge.

Sujal was shocked.

He looked at her...

Sujal : tumhe yh sab krne ki jrurat nhi...us din..emotions mein i said that

Naina : bhut soch smjh k kh rhe h hm..shadi krenge hm apse..

Sujal : dekho naina..tum nhi janti mere bare mein..tim bhut achi ldki ho. Aur mein..

Naina: aur apse acha insan hme nhi  mil skta. Hm jante apke dil mein hmare liye koi ehsas nhi..shayd apko abhi koi jeevan sathi bhi nhi chahiye...pr hm hmsafar na shi arav k maa papa to bn skte h na...

This touched sujal ' heart...word papa..yes he can be arav ' papa.

He can hold him..he cam touch him..
He cam play with him...he can spend time with him...he can hear...papa from him.

And there is a small cost of all this happiness...very small..
That he has to share his life with someone. .life...when life has been his own..so whats matter.. and moreover may be naina is right...may be he can get a friend too..
A friend who will not judge him by society. ..who will judge him from his eyes his feelings ...who will think him also as a gud person...