Ek Ajnabi sa ehsas

Part 29

Recap :  naina was reading a magazine about husband wife relationship. .when sujal arrived. .and their short make out session occur but seeing the different behaviour of naina. .sujal asked the reason to which naina reply that she is afraid of having a relation bcz of pain which girl has to go through..and sujal was shocked and numb..he just said he will not give pain to her..

Sujal : naina. .mein abhi aya.

And he left for washroom.

Here naina wipes her tears and smiled.

Naina : hum to ase hi tension le rhe the. .sujal ji to kitni asani se hmari bat ko smjh gye..aur unhone ne kha bhi k wo hme kbhi wo dard nhi denge..

Here sujal was in washroom. .he splash water on his face..he was again remembering what naina said. He looks in the mirror and smiled. .

Sujal : all the best.. mr. Sujal grewal. .Teri biwi thodi  pagal h...aur bhut jalad tujhe bhi pagal kr degi..

Then he himself smacked on his head..

Nhi nhi pagal nhi ..thodi..na thodi bhi nhi..bhut innocent h..but tujhe jrur pagal kr degi..

Ohhh...god..naina kase smjhao..tumhare kareeb ate hi mujhe kya hota h..how i will control myself..i  can't stay away from you..but..i can't go against your wish also . How i make you understand that how much i need you for me ..how i make you understand jise tum sbse gnda kam kh rhi ho..wo pati patni k rishte mein ek sabse khoobsorat ehsas hota h..khas kr jb ap ek dusre se bhut pyar krte ho to.. i know tumhe bhi wo ehsas hota h jb mein tumhare kareeb ata hun..bs tumhe smjh nhi h wo kya h..aur tumhe us ehsas se wakif kase krwao yh nhi janta..aur tumhari yh innocence mujhe pagal kr degi. .

After calming his nerves he came out and without meeting eyes with naina as if hiding his embarrassment

Sujal : ghar chle..?

Naina : ji..

And sujal left the cabin. Naina follow him but then she remembered something she again returns to cabin saying she left something there.

She saw the same magazine thrown on table. .which sujal has thrown during their make out session. .she blushed remembering that feel..that touch of his lips.  She picked that magazine ..put in her bag and return to sujal.

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Naina was laying in sujal ' arms.  Arav was slept . Both were silent.  .

Naina : aap humse naraz h?

Sujal : nhi..

Naina : fir aap n tb se hmse bat kyun nhi ki..

Sujal sighs

Sujal : mein naraz nhi hun naina.

Naina : fir..aap ..

Sujal : nhi..naina.  naina tumne yh sb khan dekha..

Naina : wo..wo hm jb tour p gye the na.. whan hmne pooja k laptop  pr  internet se search kiya.
Whan p ek video bhi thi. .hmne wo video bhi dekhi..

Sujal closes his eyes.

Sujal : kya jrurat thi..yh sb dekhne ki..

He said with his eyes still closed..

Naina : sb hme chidate the hme pta nhi h ..physical relation k bare mein ..aur us din bhi yhi hua ...aur aap bhi to yhi khte the to hmne search kr liya..

Sujal looked at her puppy face..and smiled..

Naina : pr apko pta h ..wo sb dekhne k bad hm sari rat nhi so paye..ek ajeeb si bechani thi..dil kiya bhag kr apke pass a jaye ..itni bechani hne phle kbhi mehsoos nhi hui..