Ek Ajnabi sa ehsas

part 9

Sujal didn’t reply or say anything to naina about their marriage.  He himself was in delima...his heart knows he has not forget kashish. ..he also know may be he will never be able to love naina..but he knows one thing he love arav.,but will it be right to use naina ' full life to stay with arav...will he be able to keep naina happy..

These things were taking his mind..he didn't respond to naina..he daily go as it is to see arav but didn't talk with naina. He feels so alone at home also..what an irony his fate shows..when he needs his family the most no one understood him.. no one be with him..and now when they all have started to understand him ...he didn't feel like share with them.

It was only veena with whom he spends time at home that too veena selfly come to his room at night when he come..that time also he didn't talk much..he just reply whatever veena asks.even veena asked about arav so he simply reply anath ashram incharge denied for custody because they have doubt to give child to a single parent.

At office sujal always keep himself busy ..there was also only one person with whom he talks or feel comfortable that was Akshat .

Here naina daily goes for her music classes. .these music classes was by sujal ' company to teach naina some more skills and techniques. It was totally free of cost for naina.

At one such day

Naina has just come outside of her music class when she saw sujal standing there. She was surprised to see him after almost after 4 days.

Naina goes near him..

Naina : aap yhan?

Sujal : naina kya mein tumse kuch bat kr skta hun. .

Naina with hesitation. .

Naina : ji ...kahiye..

Sujal : khin aur chle..

Naina : ji..

Sujal feel happy at heart that he don't need to explain naina about where to go..
Why to go...
How easily without doubt she accepted.  May be this is the thing which touches his heart everytime about naina when he meet her.

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Both were sitting on big rock ..they both were on the same place where sujal usually come when he feel alone.

Sujal : naina. .mein tumhe kuch btana chahta hun..

Naina looks towards him.

Sujal : us din tumse shadi krne ki bat mene sirf emotions mein khi thi..shayd wo ek involuntary action  tha in order to be with arav..but..tumne shadi k liye han kyun ki naina..

Naina : is mamle mein hm shayad thori sawarthi ho gye..wo kya h na.
Bchpn se lekr ajtk sirf tukhraya hi h sbne hme..us din phli bar kisi n hmse kuch pucha..hmari mrzi janne ki koshish ki..aur ek bat khe..bchpan se shadi aur ek complete family ka sapna   dekha h aur ab jb wo mauka mil rha h to khona nhi chahte

Sujal : naina. .shayad mein kbhi bhi pyar na kr pau..naina meri zindgi m yh zgah kisi aur ki h  . Mein kisi aur se pyar krta tha..shayad abh bhi krta hun..lekin wo ...

Naina : wo apse pyar nhi krti..

Sujal : pta nhi...lekin. .

But before sujal complete his cell rang  . He received and as soon he listen other side his face filled with shock.  After listening one side he put phone down and look towards naina

Sujal : naina..hme abi ashram jana hoga

Naina: kya...

Sujal : mere kisi known ka phone tha wo kh rha tha..k ashram mein aag lg gyi h