Finding Her (Twilight/The Vampire Diaries crossover)

Chapter 1

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Edward Cullen POV
"...Lastly, to my former soulmate and ex-husband, Edward, I have thought over many times of what kind of words I should leave you with. Whether it be kind or filled with hatred for the things you have said and done to me. Debating on the simple fact that if, I should hate you for completely destroying my heart. But, for the past two years I seemingly cannot bring myself to hate you. I do not know if, it is the remnants of our mate's bond or the good nature that, I had brought since turning. Regardless, my heart still aches at the remembrance of the good memories that you and I had made in the 9 decades we've been together. I still remember the first time we met when we called each other 'mine'. I cannot tell you how fast my imaginary heartbeat went when, I found my other half. It was the happiest moment in my whole life. At that very moment, Edward, it erased the torture I had to endure at the hands of my 'real' father: the physical abuse, emotional abuse, and the rape. The time after you, Carlisle, and Esme found me I thought that all the terrible things that have happened in my human life ended when, Carlisle turned me. I was a fool to believe that and that is why my emotional wounds that you left me with never healed. As much as I hate to say or rather write it you and my real father are the same. You never looked back, you never once considered my feelings, and never have you listened. So, I left you, Forks, and our family all together to live somewhere you were not.

             For the past two years, I tried to heal my wounds and fool myself into believing that I could move on. But, as you well know once creatures like us find our other half, our soul mate we cannot simple move on. There is only one person that was made for me and that person left me in the dust. These past two years I had fallen so deep in loneliness and severe depression that my decision to just everything had cemented itself in my mind and heart. I do not know if, you feel my passing or not considering that you have your singer. So, I should let you know how I did it. I asked Aro, Marcus, and Caius to kill me because I could not do it myself. The urn that has been included in my final act is a testament upon itself of my death. I have included this letter with good byes and so many ways of saying, 'I'm sorry', and gifts to easy our family's grief. After, all this, Edward, the last thing that I wanted to say was that my love for you died when I did. All of you should know that my soul finally knows what it means to finally rest. I am finally at peace.

From your former sister, daughter and mate,
Solar Cullen" said Carlisle, finishing Solar's letter.

              I couldn't help, but to feel guilty for what I did. I couldn't bear to look at my late mate and wife's urn. The amount of sorrow I am feeling at this very moment completely erased all the love and adoration that I had towards, Bella. It didn't matter to me that she was my blood singer, it didn't matter that she was my fiancée. All I wanted to do was to turn back time and continued to love, Solar, to be that faithful mate and husband. If, I just continued on ignoring, Bella, Solar still would still be here. I would still be able to see her beautiful face every day. To hear her bell like voice and laughter echoing of these walls. Also, the magic of the sound of playing her violin brightening everyone's day. Solar, was the only person that understood everything about me. She was the only person that could effortlessly make me smile and laugh without a care. But, as soon as I met that witch of girl, Bella, our home dimmed significantly. Our once peaceful home turned into us killing James, fighting an army of newborns, and making that stupid deal with the Volturi. Everything that has happened to my family shouldn't have happened if, I didn't abandon my beloved. I blame myself for her death, I blame myself for everything.

          Everyone except for, Bella, just stood still and mourned for Solar's death. If, we could cry would be endless falling down our face, but we couldn't. So, all we could do to express our sadness was whimper. I looked at Carlisle who was consoling, Esme, then to Jasper who was glaring at me while Alice held onto him tightly. As for, Bella, she had no expression on her face, no grief, nothing. Absolutely nothing. She was just sitting with her arms crossed, turning her attention on away from the grieving family around her. I was absolutely disgusted by her. The sweet, tempting smell of her had immediately turned bitter. I no longer desired to be with her and very much so, I didn't want to spend my eternity with a witch like her. So, without a thought I grabbed her hand which, made her look at me with a gleeful smile on her face. A smile that I didn't even expect her to do in a time like this. Why would she be happy that Solar's dead? Why was she smiling? I thought. I stared at my mother's ring on her finger, a symbol of what was supposed to be love. My face soured at the sight of her so, I immediately slipped the ring off her finger and put it in my pocket. Bella's face was in a state of confusion at my sudden action.

"What's wrong, Edward?" She asked. Bella, voice no longer sounded beautiful to me. Instead, it felt like nails on a chalk board.
I was about to answer her when the sound of a Toyota Camry pulled up in our drive way. The sound of the car doors opening and closing then, the four separate pairs of footsteps marching up towards our door. I turned to look at everyone one who had suddenly, stood up from where they were standing on high alert. The smell that was coming through the door was of three vampires and one human. Naturally, I tried to read our new guest's minds. Out of the three vampires two of them peaked my interest because their thoughts seemed to filled with a thousand years' worth of memories. As I continued to read their minds Solar's face flashed throughout their thoughts the exact moment the sound of knocking echoed.

"Who is it, Edward?" Carlisle asked.
"I'm... not sure. There are three vampires and a human with them. Two of them seem to be much older than all of us. Right now, they are thinking about Solar" I replied.
"Jasper?"
Jazz's face turned from anger towards me to frustration at who was at our doorstep, "They are feeling a mix of anger and sadness" Jasper replied.
"Maybe, it's a group of wedding guests arriving early" Bella suggested. All of glared at her as those words escaped her mouth.
"What?" She said clueless.

Suddenly, Carlisle had this look of realization as he knew exactly who was beyond the door. The images of a brunette man in a suit and a blonde man with ocean blue eyes flashed in his mind. He thought of them with reverence and deep respect. He shot up from his seat and briskly walked towards the door. We all listened carefully as the creek of the door opened and Carlisle gasping.

"Hello, old friend! Long time no see." Greeted the blonde vampire who had a British accent laced in his voice. 

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A/N - Hello! This is my very first crossover fanfiction! I hope you enjoy reading this as well as my other fanfic books!

I'll be posting up to two chapters today. As for the future of this book I'll be updating it a few days after, I update my Peaky Blinder fanfic. 

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