Save Me •Cha Eunwoo•

Chapter 11

Eunwoo's POV

"Hyung, don't you think about completing the song that you wrote?"

Sanha asked me in a his trademark tone. I shoot him a glance before stirring my cold coffee again.

"I don't think it's that good. I am thinking about throwing it away." I said in a sad tone because that's not what my heart wanted.

I worked on those songs for years and composed some of them too, it's just I don't think it will reach somewhere in music industry.

"Hyung, please. Finish it and I'll ask the others to sing it. First of all, you know how good Moonbin and Mj's vocal right? I can tell Jinjin to write a rap part for this." Sanha looked at me with that eyes which were full of hope.

I smiled weakly towards him just to let him know I will try what he wanted me to.

"I'll try, Sanha. But no promises okay?" I shove my finger to his puppy nose and he giggled, letting out that cute smile which I always need for the good closing of a bad day.

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I snap back into my reality after a few moments daydreaming about my past. I seriously need to stop thinking about those bright days which ended up with a really bad ending.

"Miss, can I have two cheeseburgers? Take away please." I ask the McDonald's cashier with a polite tone.

Moonbin's POV

I don't know if the others noticed or not but I really think Eunwoo hyung is hiding something from us.

Before this, he never gave any excuses when we asked him to meet somewhere even at night. He just rolled with whatever decision we did.

But now, he will make excuses and none of them are solid ones.

Or I am the only one who take everything seriously?

Whatever his reason is, I decided to have a talk with him because he might needs someone right now. After all, he is the best hyung that I can ask for.

So here am I, standing infront of his apartment. I didn't realize how long I've been walking from my dorm to his apartment. I was lost in deep thoughts.

I knock on the white painted door with the number 203 on it.

I hope Eunwoo hyung is not mad for showing up at his house without informing him. I've been thinking that he has been avoiding us from telling the truth.

Myun Na's POV

I heard a few knocking sounds coming from the front door.

The thing is, I've been living with Eunwoo for a few months and I know how he knocks.

He has his own pattern of knocking the door. Why would he suddenly changed his knocking patterns?

I tiptoe to the door because I am surely curious who is it.

Before my hands even reach the door knob, the unknown person's voice confirmed me that it's not Eunwoo.

"Hyung, I know we haven't visit you for a long time so here am I. I just want to talk to you, because I got a feeling that you need someone right now. You lost your little brother, so don't lie about being fine and all. Cause deep inside, I know you're still suffering."

Wait, lost a little brother? Eunwoo has siblings?

What does he mean by Eunwoo is still suffering? What happened?

Moonbin's POV

I've been standing here for 5 minutes and Eunwoo didn't open the door.

He is actually triggering my temper now. I tried to call him but I was sent into voicemail instead. If he is busy, he could just say so by texting me or else.

What is freaking wrong with Eunwoo?

Eunwoo's POV

As I walk calmly towards my apartment, I see Moonbin knocking on the door and that moment my heart drops.

What if Myun Na opens it?

I run towards Moonbin before grabbing his shoulder, making him turning to face me. I smile at him even though I am panting.

"Where did you go? I was waiting here for like half an hour! I heard something from inside your house."  Moonbin finishes his words with a questioning look on his face, waiting for my answer.

I must give him a solid one. Or I have to spend the rest of my life,dealing with their cynical questions. Moonbin is not someone who I can make a deal with, for him telling the others about my secret is a must.

"Oh, it's my cat. It lovesss to run around the house chasing cockroaches."

I extend the 's' to ensure him that the sound is my 'cat'. I smile awkwardly towards him, trying to sweep my worries away.

"These days, you have been acting weird, did.... anything happened?"  Moonbin questions me again while approaching me, and now my face is one inch away from him.

Why is this kid is being the scariest person at this moment?

"Nonsense! I feel happy because I finished writing the lyrics of... my...song."  I slow down when I reach the end of my explanation.

Please believe me.

Moonbin steps away from me and raises his eyebrows in surprised.

"Really? That's great. I just want to check on you. We've been worrying about your condition since the incident. Are you really fine, hyung? We don't mind if you say no, maybe we can help you if you just give us a chance to."

He pulls me into an embrace before his hands moving up and down on my back, sending comfortable feelings up to my heart.

"So, I see you are craving McDonalds lately."  Moonbin teases with his eye smile carved on his matured face.

This boy is the best thing I could ask for.

"Let's go eat! I mean, somewhere else. My house is like a wrecked ship because I am redecorating my house."

I pull his arm half forcing him towards the stairs.

"Oh, I need to feed my cat first so you go first and wait downstairs, okay?"
I give him small nods followed by cute eye blinks.

He smiles before getting downstairs. I run to my apartment door and knock as hard as I could.

"This is Eunwoo! Myun Na!"  I call her before continuing throw knocks on the door surface.

She opens it and shoot me the 'what happened' look. I hand her the small fries from my McDonalds's paper bag.

"Yeogi. You can eat yesterday's food in the fridge, warm it up first. Last, stay warm, don't catch cold." 

I pat her head before waving my hands while taking fast steps towards the stairs. I will get her more food when I get back.

Why do I feel guilty? She haven't eat and all I gave her is a small pack of fries.

Sorry, Myun Na. For putting you in my situation.