Falling apart

10~ hurt

"Yoora do you like to dance?" Hoseok asked.

I was drunk but not that drunk, I could handle myself still and not stutter on my words.

"Yes! I love to! I've been dancing for so long."

"Aye me too, I'm the main dancer, Jungkook and Jimin are part of the dance line and recently Taehyung joined it."

"Ohhh"

I stood up and started dancing on whatever song was on. Until I got really, really tired.

After all the night had been great, I didn't get to see Yoongi's full ass smile but whatever, I got to talk to him a little and to the boys. I learned that they had dance, rap, and vocal lines. Eventually even a visual line.

It was already 1am.

"Boys, I- I have to go b- back home now." I said stuttering a little more on my words now.

They all looked at me with worried eyes. I wasn't that drunk thought.

Namjoon got up and said "You can't go home, you can't drive like this."

"I'm not that drunk though!" I said.

"What if you get arrested?" Taehyung said.

"Oh, yeah whatever y'all say man." Then I sat down on their couch, I was so tired.

"I'll take her home in a bit, once again." I didn't really remember who said it because I fell asleep.

I woke up and Yoongi was in front of me holding a glass of water.

"Aye..." I said remembering where I was, then continued, "don't just stare at me while I'm sleeping."

"First off you're on my couch sleeping as if you were in your own house so shut up and take this" he replied while giving me the glass.

I looked at him so confused but simply said "Thank you"

I finished it and looked at the time on my phone, I slept for about 30 minutes that's it.

"Where are your car keys?" He asked.

I didn't know if it was the fact that I was a little drunk still but I felt like his voice got even deeper, and I loved it.

I stood up and walked, with a little bit of difficulty, to my backpack, I searched and found them then I threw them at him.

"Here, and please I don't wanna die tonight so I hope you drive well."

He rolled his eyes. Damn this boy and his attitude.

"Where are the rest of the boys?" I asked.

"They're in their rooms"

"Already? I wanted to say bye"

"I'll tell them you said bye then, jeez" he sounded a little annoyed.

He put his hands inside his pockets and went to the front door to put his shoes on so I did the same.

I looked at myself in the mirror in the entrance, my makeup was fine but I took out my lipstick and put on some more, I really don't know why tho. I let my hair down and tried to brush it with my fingers. I pulled my pants up and turned around to see that Yoongi was staring at me this whole time.

"Stop staring bro"

"Don't talk to me like that, I'm older"

I didn't feel like apologizing with words so I kissed him on the cheek, I could be so annoying sometimes. It was my way to kinda apologize.

"Don't kiss me! Ew" he said trying to take off the lipstick left on there.

"Let's go I said"

We were walking to where my car was, but I was so sleepy I kept tripping on rocks or whatever was on the floor. Yoongi was a little bit ahead of me, he knew where the parking lot was.

Then I ran a little to reach him, and grabbed his sleeve. I murmured his name, I was feeling sick as hell, my whole body was hurting.

He continued walking and said "what?", I didn't have the strength to follow his pace anymore so I fell down on my knees.

"Wassup with you?" he said "Are you okay?"

I couldn't speak, I was crying because my whole body hurt like hell, I kept my eyes shut too.

But then he picked me up and told me to jump on his back. So I did. I put my arms around his neck but I was scared to hurt him "Are you okay?" I was sobbing so much "I hope I'm not choking you, or that I ain't too heavy."

He wasn't answering, so I guessed the answer was "I'm okay Yoora". I laid my head on his shoulder and softly started singing Into you by Ariana Grande.

My body still hurt a lot, it hurt so bad that I couldn't hold my tears. Then I thought about how my life was, I was making a résumé of it: first my dad wouldn't stop calling me since exam period was coming up, he couldn't shut up about the fact that dancing isn't a job but literally studying to do something else so it didn't make any sense. Sooyun was distant about what was going on with him. Dance was the best thing I had to do, but also the hardest one. And college was getting on my nerves.

But I had my friends, BTS, and my mom. I missed her so much!

"Yoora, why are you crying still"

He caught me off guard, I wasn't expecting him to talk.

"My body hurts" I said "Am I choking you, are you alright?"

"I'm the one that should be worried about you, anyways we have arrived, which one is your car?"

"The red one"

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