Falling apart

11~ (S)ick

We got in the car, I wanted to sleep but the pain was so intense that I couldn't stay in place and sleep.

"Yoora, do you have an idea on why's your body hurting?"

"No? I mean.." I paused for a minute or two and looked at the moon following us, and remembered my childhood, when I would think it was really mine because it seemed to follow us, and finally said "yeah"

"Why then"

I closed my eyes and tried to let my body relax.

"I dance 5 times a week and train every day on my own plus I have to study a lot right now, I was getting really tired and stressed these past weeks." I sighed, "But you're an idol, must be worse"

"I'm alright though and you aren't"

I didn't know what to say about that so I jumped onto another subject.

"How was Japan?"

"Good, how's your boyfriend?"

"He's fine I guess. Do you like to dance?"

"It's tiring, but I'm pretty good at it now"

"We should dance together some day" I looked up at him and smiled "you look like you rap to be honest"

"I'm the main rapper"

"Ohhh I like rap music, we definitely need to hang out"

"I don't really have time tho"

"We'll find a way" I stopped for a minute "Yoongi?"

"Hm?" He said.

"Have you ever been in love?"

"Why? Yes"

"Is love really supposed to hurt? Because right now I really don't know what's hurting the most my body or the fact that Sooyun is feeling bad and that I can't do anything about it cause he won't tell me?"

"When you really think about it love isn't really supposed to hurt, but the decisions a human makes hurt and what they decide to do with you is what hurts"

"Are you the one that writes the lyrics?" I started laughing. He was right, Sooyun is the one hurt but the thing was that he hurt me because he made the decision not to tell me anything about his situation.

"Yes I write some of the lyrics"

I looked at him, driving. His hands were really veiny. I love manly hands. I realized he was really, really attractive. My heart started racing while I was looking at him so I put on the radio to distract myself.

"Sad news for the population of Seoul, 2 women have been kidnapped tonight. Both lived alone and the neighbors said they were both home alone when it happened. The police is investigating but please everyone be careful until the suspect or the suspects get caught."

I put the volume down.

"Okay so right now I'm really shitting my pants"

"He won't kidnap anyone else tonight I think, but be careful and lock everything up"

I looked at him with worried eyes and bit my bottom lip nervously.

"Yoongi, please please please please stay with me tonight" I begged.

He quickly looked over.

"Why? You'll be fine if you lock yourself up and don't go out at night"

"Okay but now I'm scared and I need you to stay with me, I live completely alone. My mom lives in France and my dad in Daegu. And my friends well I don't know about them but you're my friend so Yoongi, please"