Falling apart

19~ (T)ogether

"Yoongi, the songs you composed are beautiful! I really wanna dance to them!" I said all excited.

Then he smiled at me. I was totally fangirling over it.

Yoongi and I had been in his studio listening to his songs and enjoying the moment. We knew we wouldn't be able to stay together as much when they'll make their comeback. But I was also really excited for them! Plus I totally wanted to see Yoongi on stage.

As I thought about that and how much I'd miss him my heart ached a little.

"How is that I already miss you but you're right in front of me?"

His smile got even wider which made me chuckle a bit.

"Are you making fun of me?" I asked.

He got closer to me and answered "absolutely not"

I looked into his eyes and smiled. He made me so happy. No one ever did that to me.

I looked at the table in the back of the room and the food that was on it.

"Have you eaten today?" I asked.

He looked over and said no. I couldn't believe he was starving himself! I opened my eyes wide and said "Min Yoongi, are you stupid?"

He laughed, then slowly got up and took two boxes of pizza and handed me one.

"Thank you" I softly said "now eat well"

He quickly kissed my cheek and we started eating.

I'll repeat it over and over again but Min Yoongi was definitely my favorite human on Earth. He was the definition of perfection.

I couldn't help it but I was slowly falling in love with him.

All I wanted was for him to be happy forever. And if I could be one of the reasons he was happy it'd be wonderful. But if anything ever came to happen I'd still hope the best for him because he honestly deserved all the love on Earth.

If he was happy, I'd be happy. No matter if I was still part of his life or not.

After we were done eating we sat on the couch and talked a bit but I was getting a little tired so he let me put my head on his lap, while he was working still.

I fell asleep with him petting my hair and I honestly loved it.

The night before was a nightmare and this night was the best dream I could've imagined.

~

I woke up in an unknown room. I kind of started panicking. I couldn't remember where I was. I looked around and the only thing bright in the room was the digital clock.

It was 3:27 a.m.

Then I felt someone moving next to me so I turned around and faced Yoongi. I froze remembering what happened before I got here and thank god I simply fell asleep.

I got closer to him to the point where I could feel his breathe on my face.

I really wanted to kiss him. So I did.

Afterwards he moved a bit and wrapped his arms around me. My face ended up crashing on his bare chest. Are those abs that I'm feeling? I felt him giving me a light kiss on my head.

Then he spoke with an extremely attractive husky voice "why are you awake Yoora I just went to sleep"

"Why didn't you sleep earlier"

"I like to work late at night but I decided to bring you here and sleep", he was sleepy so he talked really slowly.

"Yoongi? Can I borrow a big sweater of yours?"

"But you have a sweater on already"

"Yes but I would like to sleep into one of yours, to be more comfortable. Don't you want me to be comfortable?"

"Of course I want to" he sighed "go in the closet and find something, I ain't getting up"

"Lazy ass" I said getting up.

I didn't really know where the closet was so I just looked around even though there wasn't much light I found a door in the room and opened it.

I turned the lights on and it blinded me a little. After my eyes became more adapted to the lights a beautiful and huge closet was standing in front of me.

He had so many clothes! I always wished of having the same so I was really happy he could.

I got closer to it and in fact he did own a lot of sweaters. But I was looking for a hoodie.

I found a black one with written "damn" on it referring to Kendrick Lamar's album. I found it kind of funny and I really liked the album so I wore it.

Yoongi was taller and bigger than I was so the hoodie looked like a dress on me. Plus it was oversized.

I went back into the room and lightly shook Yoongi's arm asking him where I should put my clothes and he told me to put them with his own clothes so that's what I did.

Before I turned off the lights I heard Yoongi saying "did you really just take one of my favorite hoodies?"

"I like the artist" I said getting back to bed.

He was sitting on the bed now.

"You look cute Yoora" he said shamelessly looking at me up and down, "weren't you wearing a skirt?"

I blushed a little but I answered by "weren't you wearing a shirt?"

"Yeah but that ain't the same" he said licking his lips.

I rolled my eyes "dirty ahhhhhhh"

He laughed a little and wrapped his arms around me again.

He kissed me on my forehead then slowly came to my nose, then my cheeks and finally he got to my mouth.

Then he went down to my neck and I felt a little tingling sensation.

A hickey?

Man come on! I had so many bruises to cover up already.

"Yoongi what the hell?" I said laughing. He looked at me in the eyes and smiled.

"I wished I could do it to you but aye my boy is an idol, he can't have a girlfriend. Or can he? I mean I ain't your girlfriend so-"

I got cut of by him kissing me.

Have I already mentioned how good he was at kissing?

He put his forehead against mine and whispered "Shut up, you're all mine now Yoora" before kissing me again. Then he added "Plus I won't be sleeping with someone who ain't my girlfriend"

I smiled so hard, you know what they say? Like you feel the butterflies in your stomach and shit when you love someone? Well I was totally feeling them. All over my body.

"Okay you need to sleep. Sleep tight" I said pecking his cheek.

"Next to you? Sure I will" he said pecking my lips.

Then he got me even closer to him and we fell asleep in each other's arms.

Life is better next to him. Everything is with him.