Falling apart

23~ how abo(u)t a next time

I was sitting in the corner of the huge dance studio they had, looking at them moving so easily. It looked real net. None of them made a mistake and they were perfectly in sync. Even I, that had been dancing for so long thought it was an amazing group job.

They all were really skilled, but my eyes ended up glued to Yoongi, which I guess he noticed because he would smile at me here and there.

They practiced a song called Fake Love three times in a row before taking a break. I smiled at them as I got up from my spot and told them they did great.

After drinking some water and talking a bit they rehearsed it once again and when I heard that the chorus was about to start I got up and acted like the eighth member. They all looked at me kind of surprised so I yelled at them "FOCUS GUYS!"

We danced all together and it honestly was fun. Plus I got to memorize the chorus easily to be honest.

Even though the doctor told me not to dance for awhile it felt great just to do it, even for a split second.

It felt like smelling a scent from your childhood but not remembering exactly where it came from.

Breathing something new but old. I loved it.

~

"Yes mom"

"Wait, oh my god! Really? Already? I was talking about it this morning"

"I love you, thanks! Wait, can I take a few friends with me?"

"I'll send you names and last names"

"Mhm"

"Seven or maybe more"

"Please..?"

"Okay I'll send you everything you need"

"Ight, love you, see you soon"

Was all Yoongi could hear from my mom's and I conversation.

After I hung up I got on the bed and sneaked under his arms then said "what do you think about going to Europe with me, and attend the Givenchy runway shows during Fashion Week?"

"Wait what??? For real?" He questioned in disbelief.

"Yeah, with your whole crew of course! I told them it could happen after all"

"That'd be so much fun"

"Yes! And we'd get to spend time together, right after your comeback"

"I hope we can do it" he sighed, "our schedule is pretty busy, this weekend is the only free one before the comeback"

I hugged him then my phone buzzed and a message of my mom popped up saying

-> you already know what I need. Send me info asap so I can plan everything. I already got yours ofc your dumb self would probably send me even yours 🙄
-> have a good night hon

"My mom would have said the same thing" he said laughing.

"Whatever" I rolled my eyes at him. "So if y'all really want to come I'll send you my mother's info then your manager or whatever can take care of that I guess. No pressure. At all"

"That means I'd meet your mom in a couple months hahaha woah. Yeah. No pressure. AT ALL"

"Not at all" I smirked at him "you'll be fine. She'll love you baby"

"I love it when you call me that"

"What?" I said surprised "Baby?"

I softly laughed, "baby baby baby baby baby"

"Stop it" he pleaded.

"Baby baby baby baby baby"

His reaction was so cute that I couldn't stop saying it.

"You got a new lock screen" he said smiling at me, " and it's me and you. Smiling. How cute"

"I told you I loved your smile a lot, and I hope you have mE as your lock screen!" I laughed "to be honest I don't care, don't worry"

Afterwards he slowly fully layed on the bed so I hovered over his body. I got as closed of his lips as I could without actually touching them. He softly laughed and wrapped his arms around me.

A moment after he started kissing my neck with his hands traveling all around my upper body. He gradually got to my mouth. He grabbed my lower lip within his teeth and gently bit it. After, he rolled over so he was the one on top of me.

I couldn't hold it anymore so I quickly got him and kissed him. Him slowly taking my clothes off as I wasn't telling him to stop.

But he stopped himself leaving me dumbfounded. He left a peck on my lips and left the room with an apologizing look.

'Ahhh maybe next time' is all I told myself.