Falling apart

15~ (U)nited

I immediately hugged him.

"I am so, so, so, so sorry Yoongi"

He stayed quiet.

"Thank you for everything you're doing for me, you came so late at night just because I wasn't feeling good, you argued with Sooyun and told him what I wasn't willing to see, and you're always here for me. God. I don't deserve you. At all." I said crying again.

I was really sensitive lately, I really didn't know why. It probably was because I kept everything to myself until Yoongi came into my life.

He was okay with me being sad and always handed me his shoulder to cry on, he let me cry with him even over the phone, he let me be me.

Unlike my dad or Sooyun. Both of them thought I was always this strong woman, never crying, always working. So I never showed my emotions at all. I used to cry alone, but now I had someone that I could hug when I was sad or hold hands with when I was scared.

Yes, Min Yoongi was all of that. And I absolutely didn't want to lose him.

But I wanted to walk with him just so he wouldn't only see me as a weak woman, crying 24/7. I could be strong and I wanted to be strong for him.

I backed up a little and grabbed each of his hands. I was facing down not knowing what to say or to do when he suddenly said "Yoora, be careful with him"

My eyes widened as I didn't understand what he meant by careful? I looked at him in confusion.

He spoke again "I really don't wanna let you go with him, you don't need more negativity right now."

He was making a point there, I gave myself enough negativity all day long, but I came back to my senses and said "Yeah but I need to talk to him."

He took a step closer to me. Then he whispered in my ear "what are you gonna do then?"

I could feel his warm breath on my neck making me shiver. What was he doing to me? Because I was totally falling for him.

"I- I think I-" I stuttered trying to look away from his intense gaze.

"You what?" I could hear that he was smiling. Probably smirking.

He let my hands go and put his hand around my waist and the other was tilting my chin upwards. We looked at each other in the eyes for a few seconds that seemed to last forever.

He grew closer and closed the small gap that remained between our bodies and softly said "I realized something while talking to this guy" his face got closer, his lips lightly touching mine, it was such a torture, I wanted to kiss him so bad. Then he said "I want you to be mine now, so please, make a good decision" then he backed up. Probably thinking he was going back to his car but I grabbed his wrist and hugged him.

He hugged me back really tight. I liked it, I didn't want it to end. But it had to.

I kissed Yoongi on the cheek and thanked him again when we arrived in front of my building. He didn't want to let me go back alone. Then he went back.

I wanted to do as he said, the good decision meaning end up with Sooyun but I also loved him. Well, I thought I still had feelings for him. You don't forget someone you've been with for so long easily.

But the best decision was breaking up. For sure. And that precisely was what I was about to do.

A/n:
Oof issa short chapter but it already says a lot about what's gonna happen ;)