I went to the doctor as soon as I got to seven weeks. Sasuke was excited and honestly he beat my reaction. Is it sad that he's more happier than I about the baby? The doctor said that everything seemed fine and with that we went home that day. It was about a week later that I was helping mama with the dishes since Sasuke went out to help Itachi with some errands.
"So sweetheart, how is the baby?" She asked.
"The doctor said that the baby was fine and to just keep doing what I'm doing" I smiled warmly.
"That's good to hear sweetie" mama gave me a smile back.
"Mama?"
"Hm?"
"How did you feel when you were pregnant with Itachi? Were you nervous?" I asked.
"Hmmm, well. When I was first pregnant with Itachi I was very happy. You see papa and I tried so hard to have kids and when I got the news that I was pregnant with him, I was crying tears of joy almost everyday" she said. "I believe every woman is different. Some may be excited because this is what they always wanted but to other they could be scared for many reasons. So, were you concerned about anything?" She asked me.
"I... I just... I don't feel like this is a good feeling..." I admitted. "Mama, I feel off... I feel as if I'm not cut out for this and I feel like I won't be a good mother..."
"You will be a wonderful mother"
"You're just saying that..."
"No, I know for a fact" mama walked over to me. "I know that you're scared sweetie but if you can trust yourself as much as everyone trust you I'm sure you'll have nothing to worry about"
"Maybe you're right..." I smiled lightly.
"Maybe? Oh sweetheart, I'm always right" mama giggled. I let out a nervous laugh. Mama can be scary at times... "are you done with the dishes?" Mama asked.
"Almost" I said and picked up the last plate. Something didn't feel right... my stomach hurts so bad. Almost like I was cramping but so much worst. I lend over the sink for support and I suppose that's when mama sensed that something was wrong.
"Sakura? You okay?" She asked me. I couldn't move. It hurts so bad, it feels like a million knifes just stabbed me. A cramp exploded in me making me lower myself even more towards the sink. I squeezed my eyes shut praying for it to go away but it continued. "Sakura what's goin~ oh my gosh... sweetie come on. Let's get you to the doctors" she said so quickly. She seemed scared and I had no idea why. What was going on? She rushed me over to her car and started it pressing on the gas. Sitting in the passenger seat I was terrified, I had no clue why mama was so scared. At the moment she was in tears.
"M-mama, what's happening..." I managed to say despite all the horrible cramps that were occurring inside me. She only sobbed shaking her head whispering to herself that everything will be okay. As we made it to the hospital she ordered nurse to tend to me immediately and they rushed over to me and called for a wheelchair. Everything happened so fast. I was taken to a room and a doctor came in with mama behind. He told me to lay down and that he was going to check on the baby and when he did the ultrasound he had this pain in his eyes and so did mama. "What's going on..."
"Im sorry Ms. Haruno... it appears that you had a miscarriage..." he said in a low tone voice.
"I'm so sorry Sakura..." mama cried.
"I, I lost my baby..." I said in disbelief. "N-no there's no way. It's in there right? It has to be... maybe the machine is broken..." I looked down. To my legs. I was bleeding a lot. I couldn't tell what happened next due to everything being a blur. After everything at the hospital and them helping me remove my child from my body. I sat home alone in one of the guest bedrooms. I wanted to be alone, for all I know Sasuke wanted to comfort me at my worst but how could I possibly help him when he was so excited at the baby? In his eyes I must look like a monster... what was wrong with me? Was I not happy? Did I not want the baby and my body just so happened to reject it? My body ached. I wanted to throw everything in the room. I wanted to scream and cry, I just wanted to destroy everything in my path. I sat on the floor in the corner of the wall when I heard someone slide down by the door. My phone rang and I saw that it was Sasuke. I hesitated to pick up but I know that he was hurting just as much as I was. I went ahead and answered it but said nothing.
"Sakura. I know this is hard for you, but it's also hard for me too. I can't imagine what you been through and I wish that I can help you but you have to unlock the door first in order for me to help you. I love you Sakura. So please, can you open the door so we can talk about this. So I can hold you in my arms and you can cry on me all you want. I want to be able to support you Sakura, I want you to know that I'm here for you. Please open the door Sakura..." Sasuke pleaded in a soft voice. He was hurt, there was no denying. I thought about it for a moment before I got up and walked over to the door to unlock it. I heard him quickly get up and by the time I opened the door he embraced me in a hug. He held me so tightly that I couldn't help but cry into his shoulder. Why do people always die around me...
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Hello everyone sorry for the late update. Hope everyone is feeling well! Love you all and see you next time, Ja Ne~
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