I thought about you today. How could I not? It may only be first hour, but Kennedy noticed I've been writing in this every day. I'm not about to share this with her; she's a good friend and all, but I refuse to let more people know.
Yesterday as I was walking out of the school, I saw the Aviators picture. I went on the Lakeview Aviators page today, to see what tomorrow's spirit wear is, and I just...
It still hurts.
I still find it funny, it was the first day of school. You were the only friend I had, only friend I held as close as you, and I... well. I was the person you said you needed on your team this year, or you'd commit suicide.
You know, I didn't understand it then.
I think I do now.
But, despite the fact that we were magnets on the first day of school, we didn't sit close to each other in the picture. It was like we didn't know each other, we had our own group of friends. I'm sitting closer to a girl that was in my gym class before she moved, and I can't tell who you were sitting by.
To this day, I still wonder why.
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Kurgu OlmayanSo one of my friends moved, and I'm not trying to use a mental illness as an adjective here but the only real way to put it is that I've been depressed lately. Life where they moved is so sucky, I don't know if they've committed suicide? They won't...
