A Secret Love (Severus Snape/Student Love Story) (Editing)

Chapter XIX: Hidden Feelings

Rain's POV
I woke up early, i decided to take a walk around the castle. I'll just left a letter saying that i'm already fine and i decided to go back to my dormitory.

Ron is still sleeping, might as well leave before Bat Man appears again. I walk out of the room, it's still a little bit dark outside.

I laid at my bed the moment i reached my room. I'm staring at the ceiling for no apparent reason.

I lost track of time. It's 7:25 am, I better get up and meet the trio. I stand up and reach the bathroom. Put up my clothes. I'm planning to go to Hogsmeade, since it's our last day at Hogwarts and the year-end feast later.

I was walking down to the corridors, I suddenly stop and i felt tears escaping my eyes.

"You fancy her, that Rain, don't you?You treated her differently and seems like you ate friends. You look like you cared for her so much" said Jane. Yes they're talking again. More like arguing.

"No, She's just my student, no more than that, i don't care for her. She just resembles someone  i used to know, that's why i treat her differently. She meant nothing to me" He said. Every word that he said cuts my heart deep.

I can't keep my feet up, i feel numb. I slowly sat down to the floor. He befriended with me just because i look like Harry's mom.

So all this time he's just playing with me. He could have told me. I stand up and run, i want to escape this place for a while, anywhere but not here.

My feet takes me to the waterfalls i saw last quidditch match. The water flows through the mountainous landscape around the Castle that can be seen from the Quidditch pitch.

I sat down at rocks around the falls. I just stared at the water. I can't stop the tears from falling down.

All emotions are coming out. Anger and Pain. There's a fire burning inside of me. All i want is to shout.

"Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!" i can feel the earth is shaking, i can feel the strong wind, The perfect day becomes dark. And it began to rain.

"WHY!!!" i shouted at the top of my lungs.

"OF ALL PEOPLE!!!" i shouted again harshly wiping my tears.

"YOU COULD HAVE TOLD ME!!!"

"YOU COULD HAVE TOLD ME IN THE FIRST PLACE"

"I COULD HAVE STOP THIS FEELING RIGHT AWAY"

"WHY DO YOU MADE ME FEEL THAT I AM.....IMPORTANT TO YOU!!!"

"THAT YOU CARED"

"WHY AM I SO DUMB"

"WHAT HAVE I DONE TO BE PUNISHED THIS WAY!!!"

"WHY IS IT SO PAINFUL!!"

"It's because you love him, not only because he is your friend, but because it's more than that" I turned around and saw Dumbledore and Professor McGonagall.

I burst into tears and run towards them to hug them.

Minerva's POV
       I'm instructing the student that wants to go to Hogsmeade when suddenly i felt the earth is shaking.

'Earthquake?' i asked to myself. The wind suddenly became strong, the sunny day become dark and it's start to rain.

"Student go back inside the castle, we are canceling your visit to Hogsmeade  this day" i shouted at the students.

They hurriedly run inside the castle. We assemble them at the Great Hall. The Headmasters immediately enter the Hall to check every student.

Potter and his friends are running towards me shouting. They are missing one person.