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CHAPTER TWO:
The Rooftop.

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"DO you want us to break up?" He says.

It's been three weeks since she's known about her illness, and she didn't even dare to tell anyone. Especially Yoongi.

And she was pushing Yoongi away, as she said she would.

Though she didn't want to.

"It seems like were growing apart from each other." He sadly bows his head, not even daring to look at her. "Are you still happy with me? With us?"

"Yoongi..."

Sigh. This was harder than she thought it would be.

The lump on her throat made it hard for her to speak. Even if she would, she might burst out in tears.

"It's . . . o- okay for me. If you're not happy with me, you can leave me. Do you want to break up with me?" He rubbed the back of his neck. "I- I mean... I'm leaving too. I even don't know when I would possibly be back."

"W- Where are you leaving to?"

"America. My aunt wants me to stay there with her."

She was quite disappointed with him, why did he not tell her? It hurts that she didn't even have any idea.

"Why did you... not tell me?"

"I didn't want to hurt you..."

What I would say.

"Yoongi, you should've told me still."

"You're not yet answering me."

She went silent.

"Do you... want to break up with me?"

I don't. I don't, Yoongi. She thought. She opened her mouth to say something, yet no voice of hers came out. As if her voice box was stopping her to break up with him. Or to even speak with him.

She closed her mouth for a while, as tears started to fall from her eyes.

"Yoongi, whatever makes you happy. It's your choice." She sighed, closed her eyes, and nervously gulped.

"I feel like this will be for the better." He slowly came closer to her, grabbing her shoulders and slowly leaning in for a kiss, his pale hands cupped her cheeks.

Their lips stuck together, tears fell down her cheeks.

Was this really happening?

She hated this. She hated that she had to say their last goodbyes in this day.

She wasn't ready.

But it was for the best.

He pulled away gently, as he wiped away her tears.

"Are you sure you want this?" He asked.

"Not exactly what I want," She replied, "but as you said, it's for the best." She forced a smile.

"I hope you would live a good life there in America. We would see each other still before you go there, right?"

He nodded.

"Why not after, then?" He asked.

"I... can't promise you that."

She held Yoongi's hands and put them down.

"Thank you for everything," She said, "Min Yoongi."

"Thank you for everything too," He said, "Choi Hanbyeol."

"I hope you would find someone better than me."

I won't. He thought. I won't, Hanbyeol.

But then he just nodded, and managed to reply. "I hope you would too."

And he pulled in for a hug. The hug that could possibly be their final one.

He pulled away.

"Be well." He ruffled her hair. "Little lady."

And he left.

He left.

He left the rooftop.

He left her crying.

She fell down the floor with a thump, her palm bruised because of how she fell.

Should I feel happy? She thought. Or should I feel miserable?

He had left her. She wanted him to. But she couldn't accept it.

She loved him too much.

And that's when she realised,

That she was wrong.

That she regretted it.

"Yoongi..."

She tried to shout, but ended up whispering it with her only energy left.

She regretted it. She regretted all of these. The plan of hurting him, the idea of leaving him.

She wants him back.

But it was too late.

Or maybe so as she thought.

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END OF CHAPTER.
edited: 190423

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+a/n

this wasn't quite the chapter i was hoping to be. but lol. anyways, i changed the main character's name, because the first one just seemed to be so fuCkinG cOrny. i'm rlly sorry lol but,, uhH yeah. also!! stay safe everyone!!