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As her eyes tiredly fluttered open, she expected to see a beautiful face laying beside hers. She let out a little yawn and looked beside her.

Yes, Yoongi was there. But he was all pale and trembling — tears were falling from his closed eyes, sweat was trickling down his forehead and it looked like he was having a nightmare, hearing the slight whimpers from his own mouth.

"Yoongi-ah." She tapped his shoulder, which was warm. Is he sick?

She put her palm on his forehead, despite ofthe sweat on it. She gasped. He was hot — not in a good way. The guy was having a fever.

That immediately shot her eyes fully opened. She slightly shook his shoulder and sighed. "Yoongi, you have a fever." She uttered, but he didn't seem to hear her. She just shrugged it off and let him rest. She got up from the bed and crawled her way out of it. As she was just about to go after putting her slippers on, she felt a warm hand hold hers.

"Yoongi . . ." She weakly said. "I have to take care of you."

"Don't go . . ." He cried.

"I'll be back." She leaned on him before wiping the sweat on his forehead and kissing it. "I promise."

He let go of her hand and continued to sleep after she got out of the room.

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"Yoongi, I'm ba— what are you doing?" She immediately walked to him and put down the tray when she saw the guy sitting up.

"You should lay down." She insisted. "You need to rest. You're sick."

"Then can we just be sick and die together?" He weakly smiled.

"For fucks sake, Yoongi. This isn't a drama, I won't say yes to that. I thought we agreed?"

"But I can't let you go alone!"

"Why won't you?! I can take care of myself, Yoongi. Please let's just stop this drama!"

"Why?! For your mom?! Did you even think about me?! About anyone else but your mom?! You're so selfish!" He angrily shouted.

She silently gasped at his comment, with a straight look on her face. And her feelings, they weren't anger. They were a mix of guilt and sadness, and she can't disagree with what he said. Because it was true. It was accurate.

She looked down and sadly smiled. "I know," She said, slowly grabbing the tray. She carefully put it in front of him and sat beside him, looking down all the time. "I'm sorry that I can't be not selfish. It's all my fault from the start anyways, why I am in this state. Now eat up, I'm the only one allowed to get sick between the two of us. Okay?"

He guiltily ate the food slowly, little by little. She just sat there in silence, gulping, biting her lip.

"Abbie-yah." After a while of awkward silence echoing the room, he finally had the urge to speak.

"Hmm?" She hummed, her voice raspy and lower than earlier.

"I'm sorry."

He apologised for his unexpected and unwanted attitude that he let out to her, guilt kept attacking him.

"You don't need to apologise, Yoongi-ah. It's true anyways. I'm sorry for being such a selfish girlfriend. I should've thought of you from the start and not just me seeing my mom." She said, more guilt slapping him.

"Come here." He requested. And she did so. She hugged the guy and smiled.

"Don't think of yourself that." He sighed, caressing her hair. "Says me who called you selfish." He muttered.

She chuckled. "You're so adorable."

"You call me, who called you selfish, adorable?"

She nodded. "Can't I?" She shrugged. "I mean, I can't deny, too. It's real. I am selfish."

"What did I just say?"

"Okay okay I'm sorry."

"Aigoo." He ruffled her hair and chuckled. "You're so stubborn, why do you easily forgive people and agree with them when they just hurt you?"

"You don't hurt me," She said. "And I'd have to forgive too. It'd be childish not to, you know?"

"I love you, princess."

She smiled and looked up to him.

"I love you more."

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double update !!

i'm gonna reveal a little bit of myself in the next or the 40th chapter. tho i don't want to, my cousin's telling me to lmao and if i don't i'd have to treat her snacks for our movie night ksjsksjsk wiw i don't have any choice

and my friend has another squad, she left me alone a while ago for some reason idk. i feel like she's getting tired of me. i feel like everyone's getting tired of me. bc i too am tired of myself ugh like can i just die pls? i mean i can't kill myself bc i'm too scared and i have a family. i hate my lifeu i think bangtan's the only reason for me to live

ty for reading, don't forget to vote and to smile!! and brace yourselves on the next chapter bc i'll have a little reveal of myself.