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4 more days.

And she was sat down at the grass, in front of the filthy stone grave.

"Mom, I'm here." She smiled.

"Time's slowly running out. And heck am I ready to see you." She chuckled.

"Yesterday had been a rough day. I met with dad. But nah, not such a big deal for me."

"I thought I would have to kill myself instead, but I got sick. Which was a good timing. I was too scared to kill myself. And that sounds so bad."

"Mom, you've been watching over me, right?"

"Then I guess you know now. That Yoongi and I broke up."

"It was supposed to be a good thing, but I don't know. It hurts too bad. But the worst thing was, he was suffering. Because I wasn't there by his side."

"I want to get back together with him. But what if I end up hurting him? What if we both just end up in pain, and no one's ever gonna be happy at all? It's just me, and my greedy soul desperate for Yoongi's love?"

"I want to die in piece. I want to die with Yoongi not caring about it. But I want him back. He wants me back too, probably."

"Can't we both just be happy? Mom, help me. I'm dying. I'm not talking about my sickness. Aside from that, I'm dying. I'm slowly suffocating from the choices I have to make. I don't want him to leave. And he probably wouldn't want me to do so, too. What am I supposed to do? Just watch him hurt? I can't. I can't do that."

"If my existence didn't happen, I bet he's all better now. He wouldn't be suffering. After all, I'm responsible for the wounds in his heart that are soon turning into scars."

"He can never forget me. Ever."

"And so will I."

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