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c h a p t e r t h i r t y - o n e

Today was unusually quiet.

Hoseok lost his hopeful smile, but isn't amused. Surely he was sad and wanted to kill himself, but he wasn't surprised.

Namjoon hasn't shown his beautiful dimples yet. His frown was worn on his face, feeling guilty for some reason.

Jimin hasn't been himself lately, his talkative self was gone. Tears brimmed up on his eyes, later falling down.

Jungkook kept biting his lip.

Jin kept rubbing Jimin's back, whispering 'it's okay' over and over again.

Taehyung? Well, he couldn't hold back the tears so he locked himself in the comfort room, sobbing quietly.

That's right. Everyone knew about it already. Yoongi had just told them about it.

Everyone was hurt about the news. Even Yoongi couldn't hold back his tears, his face was dug on his beautiful, pale hands. Jin rubbed his back after he did so to Jimin.

"What are we supposed to do now?" Namjoon sighed.

"She didn't want to do the treatment." Hoseok uttered. "I've been trying to convince her, but I can't. She just won't."

"Hyung..." Jimin cried, his nose and mouth covered by his hands. Tears were pouring down his cheeks, eyes were filled with pain.

Jimin had liked the girl for years. And he didn't think that this would happen, so he thought he could wait until his hyung goes to America. He knows how selfish he was. But everything didn't go out as expected, it hurts him that the girl she loved is sick and about to die soon.

"I- I want to kill myself, I—"

"Jimin-ah." Jin hugged the guy. "Stop talking like that. You have to be strong. For her. Okay?"

"We can't do anything anymore." Hoseok continued. "Dad said the treatment would do nothing good. Her condition had gotten worse and worse. All we can do is to support her on whatever she wants to do, and . . ."

Hoseok sighed.

"Let her go."

"NO!"

Yoongi aggressively breathes as he stood up, his fists closed. His eyes were filled with tears and pain, pain and fear of losing her.

"Yoongi calm down." Jin said. Yoongi sat down and did so, putting his face once more at his hands.

"I know it hurts, Yoongi-ah." Jin comforted. "But trust me, you'll get over everything soon, too."

"How will I? Tell me, hyung." He cried. "How will I move on when I just watched the love of my life . . . die? Without me even knowing? How will I move on when she's the only one who was there for me? How? Tell me hyung, how!"

"Yoongi . . . "

The guy sighed.

Taehyung got out of the room, his eyes sore and slightly red. He sniffed. "Hyung," He called out to Yoongi with his deep, raspy voice.

Taehyung sat beside him, and rubbed his back.

"Hyung." He sniffled once more. "It's not your fault that you didn't know, it's not hers, either. She just doesn't want you hurt by the news. She's just worried about you."

"Hyung, if you'll just blame yourself for all of these, she'll get guilty. And you don't like that, do you?" Taehyung finished off.

Yoongi sighed. "I guess you're right."

"Listen, Hyung." Jungkook said. "You have to stay with her. You have to be with her. She needs you. She wants you. Most of all,

She loves you."

Jimin looked at the younger guy and looked back at Yoongi. He sighed and smiled, saying, "Yes, hyung. You should take care of her well. She deserves it."

"Jimin, you—"

"She's all yours. She never was mine. So treat her well, you deserve her. Okay?" He said. "Or you'd be dead meat, hyung."

"You know who you are talking to, right?" Namjoon chuckled.

"I know, hyung." Jimin smiled.

"Jimin?" Yoongi called. "What about your feelings for her? Are you just going to abandon it like that?"

His question caught the boys' attentions.

"No, no. I was just being curious." He asked.

Jimin grinned and sniffled.

"I'm letting her go."

He said, "I'm letting my feelings go. Now go take care of her well or I'll take that back." He chuckled.

But deep inside, that chuckle, has the contrasting meaning within it.

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sorry for the late late updates oml school works are piled and the deadline's on monday. were currently having a movie night rn so i have free time. i'm really really really sorry.

but anyways, i'm super duper happy with the rankings oml thank you guys. and this thing has 1.1k views now thank you so much aaaaaaahhhhh

and i have a new book called 'alien'. it's a taehyung ff. go check it out peeps!