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Dear Yoongi,

       Love! You'd probably be reading this when I'm gone. I'm up here, in a definitely better place, and I'm having fun with my mom! So don't you worry about me, I'm allll good here.

      Anyways, I'm sure you were shocked about the sudden drama in the situation. I, too, was appalled by the news, that I just had a few more days to live. I know, I know. I'm sorry, I didn't know that I carried this illness for one year. If I knew, I would be breathing beside you right now. But as I told you, don't worry, I'm better now. I'm finally free from my dad, from my problems, from my illness. I finally can't feel the pain I used to feel when I was alive.

       Though I seem happier here, your presence is still tugging in my heartstrings, albeit the fact that I come to see you everyday and guide you, I miss having the small talks that we used to make during our dinner before complimenting how good I was in cooking. I miss those small teeth that you show me when you smile. I miss those little kisses you gave me when I'm down, those cuddle sessions you gave me when I was sick.

       But, don't be sad. I'm sure one day, I'd get another chance to taste your saccharine lips that leaves me delightful. One day, I'd get another chance to wrap my arms around your waist. One day, I'd get to talk to you again. I'll be waiting in the gates of heaven for you, no matter how long it takes. And one day, I'd get to hold your pale, veiny hands once again.

       Be happy. That's all I need for you to do. Be happy, get someone that's right for you. I'd be proud of you, in every single step you'd make. Don't forget to wear that gummy smile you showed me. You have reasons to be happy.

       I'm sure you'd be successful in the future, so don't forget me! I'll be rooting for you right here. Always remember that I'll be watching you, so don't be sad when I'm not there to make you smile.

       I never wished for an early ending like this. But, I'm happy. You were there by my side. You helped me finish the items in my bucket list. You were there to hug me, to comfort me when I was hurt. And for that, I am very grateful that you came into my life.

       I wish you all the best, keep living on and be well!

And always remember, that someday, you'll have your own happy ending, too, it's just that i had it earlier than you. Find your own happy ending, because we both have our different stories. Find your own happy ending, so that in the end, you'll be shining as bright as me.

Until we meet again, my love.

Your star,
Abbie.

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+a/n

so yea that's the end of the story! i hope you enjoyed reading, it's my first story so there are a lot of cringe-y scenes, especially in the first parts. so yeah, i'm sorry for that.

for now, you can go check out my fanfic 'alien', a taehyung ff which is in the process of finishing its chapter two. for this fanfic, i'm thinking about making the epilogue and an alternate ending. when this book reaches a specific number of reads, just then i'll decide of publishing the special chapters.

once again, thank you for reading this book! it's been 6 months since this book was first released and it took 3 republishes just to change the plot once more. it's been one year also since i wanted to make a story with this plot. and finally now, i finished it!! i'm really grateful for the readers who read, voted and commented. thank you so much!

so this is goodbye for now, i will see you soon!! thank u again for reading!!! 💓💓💓

also peeps my zepeto code is 1MMG84 ifb lmao