Summer

Day 3: its the same old stupid routine

You woke up at 5:30 again, the same as yesterday. looking back at yesterday everything went smoothly, boring but smoothly, all the guys had lunch did more sets had dinner and then worked on their own things while you and the managers hung out.

you sighed as you put on a pair of black leggings and an old gray sweater and your shoes, making your way to the kitchen when a tall figure stopped you. Looking up you see Bokuto.

"oh im sorry-" you begin only for him to cut you off " no its fine (y/n)" he says while looking you over.

" so your up early today" you say knowing most of the boys were still asleep.

"gotta change it up it cant just be the same stupid routine every day" he says with a smirk making you raise an eyebrow in interest. But you had to agree switching it can make a day more interesting.

"hey are you any good at volleyball?" he suddenly asks surprising you.

"um i used to play on the girls team in middle school but i stopped when i entered high school so i guess you could say i'm okay?" you tell him rambling a bit, still surprised by the question he asked out of nowhere.

"that's perfect, want to help me and Akaashi practice, Kuroo and probably a few others will be there too!" he asks getting way to excited for his own good about the possibility of you helping.

you couldn't help yourself nodding yes seeing him so excited, only to see his excitement grow while he drove his ego up by exclaiming how shocked the other guys are gonna be that he was able to get you to come practice with him. You let out a small sigh walking around him making your way towards the kitchen to help the others make breakfast.

You were all able to make breakfast in time for everyone this morning, though the other managers did question you on being a little later than yesterday but you just told them you got a little lost.

Breakfast was finishing up and you took plates to the kitchen to be washed. You walk out only to be blocked by someone.
"Excuse me" you say trying to get past the tall blonde you hadn't noticed before. Turning the boy begins to stare at you before his turns into a smirk before the boy walks off again.

"Wow that was rude" you mumble under your breath rather annoyed by the interaction with boy you just saw.

The blond beanstalk of a boy left you in a bad mood for the rest of the morning that you didn't even bother to watch any of the boys warm up. In the long run might be a good thing since most of the boys kept looking at you today for some strange reason.

The teams began there sets like they did yesterday it would probably take the teams some time to understand every teams own playing style. You looked around trying to see if anything interesting was going on. But alas there wasn't, only one set had finished and it was the fukurodani and ubugawa match with the winners being fukurodani.

You let out a sigh letting yourself walk out of the main gym to explore, probably nobody would notice you if you left for just a bit. You peak around a corner to see another gym you walk towards it opening the door walking in. A net was already set up and you could see some volleyballs in the corner, you grabbed the cart pushing it towards the side of the net. You had actually been the captain and a starter back in middle school but when you entered high school you didn't want to be compared to your brother  anymore after the first week of practices so you quit and tried to shut out volleyball.

You pick up a ball tossing it back n' forth in your hands before walking towards the serving line. Letting out a sigh you toss the ball up into the hair before running up and hitting it. You watch as the ball flys over the net to the other side not exactly where you wanted it to land.

"I guess I got a little rusty" you say to your self with a small smile going back to the cart to pick up another ball.

You let yourself keep serving a few more times you really missed playing. You throw the ball up once more before hitting it into the corner of the other side of the court right where you wanted it.

You let out a small cheer before hearing someone else do the same. You quickly move your head to see Bokuto and a small orange haired boy looking at you amazed.

You quickly let out a small string of curses before running out the other side of the gym extremely embarrassed, you didn't even get to pick up the balls yet, leaving a mess for someone else to have to pick up. And who was that other boy, an why was he with Bokuto in fact why was Bokuto even there?! You keep moving in a panic, you didn't even realize what you were doing and how long had they even been watching? you felt your face becoming red.

You kept running around not knowing where to go until you reached where you and all the other managers slept. You held you face in your hands as you slid down the wall letting yourself re think what had just happened.

You had just allowed two boys to watch you jump serve a volleyball over the net without you knowing, two people you didn't know, ugh how embarrassing it wasn't even that good of a serve. But your serves were almost exactly like Torus, just another reason why people compared you to him. You could feel the tears pricking at your eyes. You didn't want to be compared to him you just wanted to be you, now their just gonna think of me just as Torus sister who's just like him. that's what always happened when people see the two of us they'll begin to compare me to him. As your face becomes more red you can feel the tears start to roll down, you didn't know what would happen next.

"No, no , no it's only the third day I can't be crying now" you tell yourself trying to keep the tears in, you hated being compared to your brother because of volleyball, you wanted to play and just be you and not be judged but now you weren't sure if that was going to be able to happen anymore.