I Fell In Love With A Merman [Joshler]

~Seven~

I was so afraid I would never see Josh again. He thinks I don't love him. I do love him, with all my heart. I fell in love with him when I saved him from the crab trap. How will I be able to express my feelings to him? How?

I stayed up all night in agony. I felt guilt, sadness, and emotional pain.
All I could hear was the sound of my sister sleeping. My mind was dark and sad. I didn't know what to do. So I decided to sit outside my house.

I listened to the sound of waves crashing and the birds flying across the sea. I thought about Josh, that beautiful tail with those golden brown eyes and orange hair.

I sat my keyboard on my lap and continuously played that same song I played on my piano.

Now the night is coming to an end
The sun will rise and we will try again

Stay alive, stay alive for me
You will die, and now your life is free
Take pride in what is sure to die

I will fear the night again
I hope I'm not my only friend

Stay alive, stay alive for me
You will die, and now your life is free
Take pride in what is sure to die

I sobbed onto the keyboard. I didn't care who heard. I just sobbed.

Then I realized, I needed to tell Josh my feelings. So I grabbed my keyboard and walked onto the beach. Just as I did, the sun started to rise above the ocean.

I could hear the sound of dolphins splashing and squealing in the sea.
I smiled and closed my eyes. Then Josh appeared in my mind.

"No, just see him."

I walked over to the sea rocks and sat down on the edge. I dangled my feet into the water. I thought maybe Josh would come out into the surface and pull me into the sea.

"I need to play the song again."

Once again, I placed the keyboard onto my lap.

Now the night is coming to an end
The sun will rise and we will try again

Stay alive, stay alive for me
You will die, and now your life is free
Take pride in what is sure to die

I will fear the night again
I hope I'm not my only friend

Stay alive, stay alive for me
You will die and your life is free
Take pride in what is sure to die

"Josh...loves Tyler...singing."

I looked down and saw Josh on the ledge.

"Josh, is that you?"

He smiled.

"I...missed...you."

I smiled back.

"So have I. And honestly, I've gotten my mind made up."

"About what?"

I jumped into Josh's arms and kissed him.

"I love you Josh." I said. I really do love you. I should of told you before."

"Why not...tell me...sooner?"

"I was scared." I replied. "But after I thought it over, I needed to step up and come clean."

Josh kissed me with his hand on my cheek.

"Josh...loves...good human. And he always will."

I smiled, and we continued to kiss.

Wtf I am so bad at endings!
Here's another pic of me