Book 1: Mingkit Only You (Completed)

Why?

Kit' Narrating

It was the second semester in highschool and there has been a change in class sections. It's been 3 weeks since that day when I answered yes to Ice. It is also been three weeks that we haven't seen or talked to each other.

I tried to contact him on his mobile but I think he changed his number. I don't even know where he lives. I don't have his email. And I don't even know his Facebook. Well, I rarely use Facebook since I am always with Beam and Phana.

I am getting worried. The more I try to contact him, the more I realize how little I know about him. Then why did I fall in love with him? Is it because he is my first love? Is it because he made me feel special? Or is it because he made sure that I fell in love with him?

No Kit. Stop being paranoid. There must be a good reason. But where he is? Dammit! I can't think straight. I am losing my mind thinking that something might happened to him? Maybe he got sick? Maybe he has a family problem? Or family emergency?

I remembered during the family day that I didn't see any of his family nor he invited anyone. I asked him about that and he said that his parents are out of town for business. I didn't pry further since it's personal.

I went to the mall to calm my nerves when I saw him near the parking lot. I called out to him but he didn't hear me. I tried chasing after him but he's too far. I tried to run as fast as I can but I still can't get near him.

Kit: Ice! Ice! Wait for me! Ice!

I was trying to catch my breath. I stopped from running and tried to search for him everywhere. There! I saw him. He was sitting inside the cafe where we used to hangout.

I was about to approach him when a guy sat across the table to meet him. Is this his father? Or a brother? I got curious so instead of approaching them both or left the cafe, I sat to the next table. I was sitting back to back with Ice.

Dude: How's your plan? **Plan? What is he talking about?**
Ice: It worked. That stupid Kittinan fell in love with his killer or about to be. **What is he saying? He planned all this?**
Dude: That was fast. **I am getting confuse. Why did he do it? What did I do to him to deserve it? I am trying to hold back my tears as I try to focus so I can know more about it.**
Ice: He's a foolish little boy too good for his own sake. **Is that what he really sees me?**
Dude: Was there a chance that you fell in love with him at some point? **I was listening attentively.**
Ice: Never. Not a chance. Thinking of it just a single second makes me puke. **Oh shit. Why? Why Ice? Why?**
Dude: Poor guy. You have him wrapped in your fingers. **I am having a panic attack. But I tried to focus because I want to hear it all. I want to know why he did all the trouble courting me.**
Ice: It is all according to my plan to revenge my brother. **Brother? He had a brother?**
Dude: All the information I provided worked on those 13 dates? **Both of them started laughing. Breathe in Kit. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Keep breathing. You need to hear it all Kit.**
Ice: Of course it worked. He is too foolish to believe that it was a coincidence that I picked up his favorite chocolate and too naive to think that I was worried that he was hungry. I careless if he died because of hunger.
Dude: How did you force him to say yes when Phana was around? **They know Phana?**
Ice: That was the hardest and the most expensive part that I need to do. I need to separate Kittinan from his two bestfriends who are smart enough not to trust me. Literally I have to bribed the whole school to make sure that we are on the same class and create impossible sets of schedule so he can't meet his friends.
Dude: You trapped him?
Ice: Oh yes. I did. I have him all for myself to play around. The silly little kitty fell in love with me as I feed him with beautiful words that turned out to be lies. Lies to make him special. Movie house?!? Old bookstore?!? Amusement park?!? What the hell?!? Stationaries?!? Is he still in the elementary to believe in dates?!? He makes me sick. I want to kill him every minute I was with him. I cound have put poison in his ice cream or to his MMs to end it all at once. But I want to kill him slowly. Take everything he loves one at a time. Like his brother did. **My brother?**

I cannot take it anymore. I do not know how to take it all in. I cannot breathe as I am gasping for air. I am losing my consciousness. I am getting dizzy. Oh God, I need to get out from here. I tried to walk out from the cafe when I feel that the world is spinning around me and the floor is moving under my feet. I lost my balance when I felt someone supported me before I fall on the floor. I heard someone saying my name and said "No worries. I got you Kittinan." I looked up who it was. Ice. I tried to fight back but I am too weak. I can feel my whole body shaking.

I felt a prick beside my right arm and saw the guy he was talking to awhile ago. He injected something inside me. My eyesight is getting blurred. It is getting darker. I tried calling for help but it seems that there is no voice is coming out from my mouth. People were looking at us and I heard him say "He is my boyfriend and he is having panic attack. I called his personal doctor to give him his shot. He will be fine with me.**

I am losing my consciousness when I felt that I was already being carried by Ice as I tried to keep my eyes open to see where we were. We are already at the parking lot and he put me at the back of the black van. I can see bedsheets, boxes, pillow, trash everywhere as if someone was living here. Was it him?

He put me down and lay my head on his pillow. Why are you being gentle to me? Aren't you going to kill me? Stop! I tried to shout but I can barely open my mouth to speak. I felt a small peck on my forehead and asked to me to sleep. He said "Just go to sleep Kittinan. It will be a long drive." I was about to reply back but I already lose consciousness to ask why.

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I changed my mind in making this chapter creepier than the last chapter. I am still trying to channel the dark side of me. Hope you like this one! Kitty is having his first heartbreak. Poor kitty. Now you see why he turned into tsundere to protect himself from love. I will try to write the next chapter tomorrow. So prepare your heart for it. It will gonna be ugly. Good night!