Book 1: Mingkit Only You (Completed)

Let's Play a Game Kitty

Warning: This chapter is not for people with suicidal tendency. If you are, please stop reading this chapter and wait for the next one.
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Kit's narrating

I woke up tied in a chair. Shit. My head hurts. I am having a hard time opening my eyes because I felt a little sting on my right eye. I think it is swollen. So I look around as I try to figure out where I am. I tried if I can loosen up the rope to free myself but I can't focus because of the awful head ache.

I am cold and scared. I am holding back my tears. Phana. Beam. I need you guys. Shit Kit. Pull yourself together. No one can help you but yourself. When I remembered what I heard at the cafe, all I can feel is heartache and disbelief that Ice, my Ice, can do this to me. Is he really my sweet Ice who showered me love and happiness? Did everything happen between us are all lies? When he said I love you that came out from his mouth was bullshit? Am I really that foolish and naive that I didn't see through his lies?

I can barely see anything. The room is totally dark. I can only see pitch black and all I could feel is coldness. When suddenly I heard people talking but I cannot figure out who they were but there is one voice that is familiar, Ice. I pretended that I am still unconscious to figure out a plan of attack or escape. You can do this Kit. Focus and just listen.

Dude 1: What are you waiting for Ice? Lets kill this motherfucker.
Dude 2: Don't listen to him. We still have time to change our mind. Lets drop him off somewhere and leave this country.
Dude 1: What the fuck are you talking about? Isn't this what we planned for?
Dude 2: Don't you love this guy that's why you are having second thoughts to continue this plan of yours?
Dude 1: You fell in love with him whose brother is the murderer of your beloved brother? Are you fucking crazy? Are you out of your mind?
Dude 2: Don't you deny it Ice! I saw the way you look at him and you planned what happened in the cafe. You intentionally lead him there.
Dude 1: And so what?
Dude 2: Aren't you the smart? He intentionally let Kittinan hear everything hoping that he will be saved from his own misery. He even brought his friend to inject him a depressant if he starts having a panic attack.
Dude 1: He wants to be saved?? Oh boy!! No one can save you but yourself.
Dude 2: Let him help you Ice. He really loves you. I see the way he looks at you. **They've been stalking me?!?!? What the hell Ice.**
Dude 1: Help? Why are you asking for help? Was he there to help your brother who hang himself in his own room when you are too weak to stop him and you only watch him struggling to catch his breath. He even look at you in the eyes as he loses his own life. And now you're asking for help?!?!?! You can no longer be saved!!!! You're a damaged good. It's too late for your soul to be spared.
Dude 2: It's not his fault! He is too young to understand everything. He is too shock and too scared! Can you blame him for that?
Dude 1: Yes! It's his fault that he is weak. Weak to save his own brother! Weak to take revenge of what happened to him! Weak because he fell in love with this guy!
Ice: I am not weak! I am not weak! Get out of my head! Scram both of you! I don't need you to tell me what to do! I will take my revenge.

I heard something hit the wall so loud I can hear him moan because of the pain. I cannot see if they are hurting him because of his defiance.

I can hear glasses being thrown, chair hitting on the wall. I felt scared at the same worried about Ice. Kit! Come on! You are in worse situation than him and he is the reason why you're here in the first place. I tried to free myself but I lost my balance and fell on the floor. Ouch! I fell on somethint sharp like glass shards. I can feel my right arm bleeding.

Suddenly the light was on. We are in a dark room. I can see pictures hanging around then I saw Ice standing at the edge of the room. I was looking for the other guys he was talking to a moment ago but all I can is him. Where are they? Did they leave but I didn't hear the door open? I looked at Ice and saw blood dripping from his right arm and face. Did he hurt himself?

Ice: Finally, you are awake Kittinan.
Kit: Why are you doing this Ice? Untie me.
Ice: Why will I do that?
Kit: Because this is crazy. I can't remember that I did something wrong against you.
Ice: Of course, Kitty. It's not you. But your brother.
Kit: My brother? What did my brother do?
Ice: Your brother killed him.
Kit: My brother killed him? I don't believe you. I heard what you're talking about with the other guys. Your brother killed himself. So it's not my brother!**I don't believe you Ice. I don't.**
Ice: My brother killed himself because of your brother!!!! **He is furious. He started throwing the chair and breaking more glasses.**

He took a deep breath to call himself and started to talk to himself. Shit. He is talking to himself the entire time!! His voice keeps on changing from dark and dangerous to sweet and gentle. He is like 3 person in one body. Everything I heard a moment ago was his other identity. He started to hurt himself when there's a disagreement with his other personalities. He looked at me like he was another person.

Ice: Hi, Kittinan. I am not Ice. He is too scared to hurt you because you're lying. So why not play a game. **Oh shit. This is the one who wants me dead.**
Kit: I don't want to play your games.
Ice: You don't have a choice. Why don't we make a deal. If you win, I will let you go. **Ok, lets play his game. I nodded as a sign of my agreement.**
Ice: We are playing Russian roullete.

Ice: Here are the rules. Everytime we fire, the gun will be pointing at our head and if we're still alive, I will tell you about his brother. If it's your turn, you can ask questions. If you live, you are free to go.** It sounded as a fair deal.**
Kit: Let's play but first untie me.
Ice: Sure. This is gonna be fun. **Oh yeah. It will.**

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This is it guys!! Ice is really a psycho. He even told Kit that he loves him. Hope you like this chapter!! One more chapter I hope, we will see Ming soon! I miss writing about him about them too. But even I tried to finish it in each chapter, the ideas are keep coming to me.