Book 1: Mingkit Only You (Completed)

Desperate Moowan 3

Moowan's POV

I felt tears falling from my eyes as I lose all my strength in my legs and fall on the ground. I cried so hard but I know that I need to get away from here before they call a security. I stood up and got myself out of the room and I used the emergency exit just in case they already called the security to catch me. I called my dad to pick me up from the hospital. He asked why I am in the hospital and crying. I cannot talk because of too much crying.

Dad: Is this about Mingkwan? **I was surprised that he knows about what I meant. **

Moowan: Yes daddy, can you pick me up here? I am sorry if I lied when I told you that I was already over him.

Dad: Oh honey, I know that you were pretending the whole time. Did you do something stupid again? **He is right again.**

Moowan: Yes daddy, I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I will give up on him. He doesn't love me anymore.

Dad: What happened? **I told him what happened. I was waiting for him to scold me like he did before but I didn't get any of that.**

Dad: Ok, wait for me there in the parking lot. I will come for you.

I dropped the call and waited for him in the parking lot. After 30 minutes, I saw his car and they parked it. Why did they park? Aren't we going home? I approached the car and knocked on the window. Instead of rolling down the window, he went outside and instructed the driver and his body guard to wait for us in the car.

Moowan: Why are you getting out of the car? Arent' we going home?

Dad: No, honey. You hurt someone and we need to apologize. Ok?

Moowan: I'm scared Pa. I am not sure if they will forgive me.

Dad: What's important is you own up your mistake and ask for their forgiveness. This time, lets do it right, understood? I will be here with you all the time.

Moowan: Ok dad.

We went back to the hospital and I am sweating like hell. I am so nervous. I am scared because I know that I went over the line and I hurt someone. Can they forgive me? Can they really forgive me if  ask for it? Do I even deserve it to begin with? We are getting nearer to the room and we saw two guards in front of the door. I want to pull back. I was about to turn around when my dad hold my arm and looked deep into my eyes reassuring me that everything will be fine.

Dad: I am here. Don't be afraid. Ok? **I nodded as an agreement.**

We were blocked by the security guards and my dad told them that we are friends with the family. The body guards look at us suspiciously and told us that they will inform Mingkwan's family first before letting us in. One of them went inside and informed them the family about us. We heard that Mingkwan is disagreeing with Kittinan as Kittinan defended us and wants to give us a chance to speak. Mingkwan gave in when the rest of his family agreed with Kittinan. We were called and the  guard gave us the go signal. We went in and we saw everybody is staring us.

Dad: We deeply apologize for what we have done against you. **I was surprised that my dad knelt down and bow his head with both of his hands in front of him where he lay his forehead. He nudge my leg signaling me to do the same.**

Mingkwan: Are you letting uncle do the talking again?

Kit: Don't force her. Coming back here after she did will take a lot of resolve. Let's just listen, ok?

Mingkwan: You're lucky that my Kitkat is nice and so is our family. **Yeah, they're right. So I knelt down and begged for forgiveness.**

Moowan: I deeply apologize for the pain I inflicted to Kittinan, to Mingkwan, to Minerva and to your family. I am very very very sorry.

Kittinan: We forgive you. Isn't that right, MMS? **He pinched Mingkwan's left tummy .**

Mingkwan: Ouch! That hurts! Why would I forgive her? After all what she's done to me and to you?

Kittinan: Because you have me. Our babies. Our family.

Mingkwan: Ok. **Everybody was quiet and looking at my Kitkat in awe.**

Minerva: Wow! You're really amazing in pacifying the hard headed and conceited brother of mine. **She slowly clapped and looking at his own brother.**

Mingkwan: Hey! You're my sister. You need to be at my side.

Minerva: Because I'm your sister. I am agreeing with Kit on this. **Everybody laughed then I suddenly felt someone touched my head and I look up and it was Kittinan.**

Kit: Come on Moowan, uncle. Please stand up.

Moowan: Why are you too nice to me?

Kit: Because I know how much you love Mingkwan. I also love him more than you ever know and I'll go gaga without him too. Just don't tell him the latter part. Ok? 

He whispered the latter part in my ears and I can't believe he just forgive me like that. Now, I know why Mingkwan fell in love with you. I can see how sincere and considerate you are with others especially me who did you wrong and tried to steal him from you. I give up. I am no match to you Kittinan. You won. But it still hurts. I need to move on and get away from here because I know I can never have him ever again. Mingkwan is right. I got the chance and I blew it. I felt a tear in my eyes and Kit saw it and hugged me surprisingly.

Kit: Oooops. Sorry about that. It must be the hormones. 

Moowan: I lie if I tell you how happy I am for you and for Mingkwan. I just realized that his smile and his future do not belong to me anymore. It hurts seeing you both happy but I know someday I will be sincerely happy for you both but not now. But thank you for forgiving and I apologize for everything I've done. 

Kit: I know, but in order for you to move on and start fresh is by forgiving yourself. I also thought about that before that I will not fall in love again because of my first boyfriend but here I am. Married with Ming. I believe that you will find the person who will accept you and love you wholeheartedly. Just don't give up on yourself.

Moowan: Just wow. You are really nice and everything you said made me believe in hope again. I pray for you and for your happiness. 

Kit: Thank you. I will pray for you too.

Moowan: Then we will leave then. Dad, lets go.

We bid our goodbye to Ming and Kit and their family. But my dad stayed for a little bit longer to talk to Minerva something about business. So I went ahead because I can no longer hold back my tears. I got to where our car parked is and I suddenly sit up with my arms around my knees and hide myself behind it before getting in and started crying non-stop. I didn't care if I can be heard or seen by everyone. I just want to dry up all my tears so I can do a fresh start. Then I felt someone poked my arm and saw a handkerchief handed out to me and I look up to see who it was. It was the same body guard who offered his ears before but I rejected his offer. So I stood up as he helped me by holding my hand and he bent down to put his other arm around my waist for support. 

Moowan: Is the offer of yours still stand? **I saw him nod and smiled as if he knew what I meant about the offer.**

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I am sorry guys if I gave something good for Moowan becausr I pitied her. You can't blame her since she loves Ming too much and everybody makes mistakes. So lets give her the chance to find her own happiness, don't you agree? Hope you like this chapter! I did. Hehehehe, no TV show to distract me now. Nyahahaha, OMG!!! Few more chapters and I did promise you before about the Tee and Kieng's side story, I will but at the end of this book. Hehehe, I hope you like this chapter as well! ❤❤❤❤