Book 1: Mingkit Only You (Completed)

Desperate Moowan 1

Moowan's POV

After my desperate plan, I was expelled until our graduation. I will receive my diploma without any march. This is what they called merciful. They will not expel me but I will not walk nor attend the ceremony. My dad was thankful for the lighter punishment given to me by the school. But since then, I was heavily guarded and my gadgets were taken away from me as if all my possible means to reach out or to check or to stalk Mingkwan were blocked by my own father. I am not proud of what I did but I swear I was just desperate not stupid. I know that but I am foolishly in love and will always love Mingkwan. Is it so wrong to use everything in my dispense to ensure that I will have him in my life?

Mingkwan's sister file against me by putting me in a police blotter and if I get close or near her brother, I will be arrested and everything I did to Mingkwan will be held against me. Since my father begged his sister, he made me swore that I will never lay my eyes or reach out to Mingkwan. I hesitantly agreed but I know that I will not comply. I played daddy's little girl, well behaved, following his orders until I can get back my freedom and earn his trust again.

After pretending to be a good girl in 6 months, he lessened the body guards he assigned to me but he still left me one which only means that I am no near in earning it back. I need to check if my dad did not freeze my savings account just in case if I decided to stalk Mingkwan again and getting him back. I sweet talk my daddy if I can check my Facebook since I missed my high school friends because I left the school without telling them which I lied since I do not have any, and he gave me 30 minutes to check it. 30 minutes is more than enough to check my savings and stalk Mingkwan in Facebook. 

My account is still active and my dad continues to put my monthly allowance in it. I checked Mingkwan's and Wayo's Facebook but they already blocked me. So I created another account and I was able to get a small update. I saw a picture in Wayo's profile and saw the university he will enter in college and saw Mingkwan's comment that he decided to go with him and Wayo commented back that the only reason he will enter the same university as him is because he met his "destined one".

WHAT THE HECK?!?!?!?!? It was only 6 months that we had our breakup and he is already in love! I tried to calm myself since I do not want my dad to notice my reaction and he might caught me stalking Wayo's account. But damn! Mingkwan, did you already move on? I thought that I might still get a chance if I was able to explain myself to him. Why Mingkwan? Aren't you worried about me? Do you not love me anymore? Did you really move on in your life without giving me any second chance? I felt like I was stabbed directly in my heart because I cannot bear the pain in seeing that he is happy without me. I am trying to hold back my tears. I have to see him. I have to see my Mingkwan.

I decided to leave dad's office and when I got out of the door, I can no longer stop myself from crying so I ran as fast as I could so I can let it all out. I feel betrayed. Am I the only one who is hoping for a second chance? Did he really give up on me? Can he really not forgive me? I found myself in the middle of the park near dad's office as I catch my breath from all the running and crying at the same time. The body guard was behind me and handed me a handkerchief. He offered his ears to hear about my problems. But I didn't accept the offer because he will just report it to my dad. I decided I will get back what's mine.

I played daddy'y little girl for another 6 months and I was able to convince him that I am so over with Mingkwan and that I no longer need to have any body guards. Yes! Finally, I do not have anyone following me around but I still have a curfew everyday that I need to be home at  8pm and I only have limited time in accessing the internet and he gave me outdated smartphone which is fine by me since I am resourceful and I can gather as much information I can with the limited time given to me in the internet. I was home schooled for one year as one of my dad's precaution to avoid me from getting wild again if he will enroll me to a university. I have to be obedient and patient since I need to earn my dad's trust.

After two years of pretending that I already moved on, dad gave me back my freedom and gave me the latest smartphone and I have unlimited access in the internet. He also planned to enroll me in one of the prestigious business school in USA since I am the heir of his real estate business which I happily agreed since I always admire him and his work but before thinking seriously about my future, I need Mingkwan to be in it as well.

I cannot see myself with anyone but Ming. Ever since I laid my eyes on him in the magazine, I knew right from the start that we are meant together. I started stalking him from afar and bribed his classmate so I can get his number and to get an update from him. Then, I knew that his parents are business opportunists and my dad's business will give them what they needed the most. I took the chance so I can get near him. I was able to make him mine. He should be mine! I need to be obedient, well-behaved and patient.

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You are so desperate Moowan! Iiish! Sorry for the late update. I am writing the next chapter. OMG. The end is near and I can feel it. I didn't expect that I was able to write so many chapters. Thanks for your support. I am writing a new book after this one but it will totally be different genre. I can't wait to write it. ☺☺☺☺