Tears streaming down my cheeks, I shut my eyes and brought my right hand to my head, without caring if my hand hurt.
No, don't cry! Not in front of others! Stop! I clenched my jaw.
I took very shaky breaths in an attempt to calm myself down.
"S-sorry..." I muttered, still breathing shakily.
After calming down a little more, I opened my eyes and brought my hand down, looking down at it.
"I shouldn't have yelled at you... Sorry..." I said. It was out of habit for me to apologize a lot.
"I just...." I choked back a sob. "I just, don't want any of you to experience the feeling of loss..." Like I have... "It's easier not to feel like that when you don't know the person..."
Someone got up. I looked up at them.
It was Yoongi.
I watched as he turned his back and walked away to another corner of the room, opposite to us.
I hadn't managed to see his facial expression.
I didn't know what to do.
What to say...
I only knew how to look down.
So I did.
Hoseok put his hand on my shoulder. I couldn't tell if it was to reassure me, or to remind me that he was there, or other.
I looked over at him.
"Are you okay...?" Hoseok asked. His expression was worried, as was Jin's, who was still sitting beside him.
I nodded.
As I always do.
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Meeting BTS; Book One, I'll Take The Shots
FanfictionBook one in the Meeting BTS Series; Dal Eclipse is only a eighteen year old girl, and she has always dreamed of meeting her favourite group, BTS. And her dream does come true, Just not how she had expected. She has never thought of something like th...
