Entry 7

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   I have a lot on my mind at the moment honestly.... I have a lot of mixed emotions in my head..... I want scream, sometimes I want to cry, sometimes I just want to run away and scream at myself for being so naive and for trusting too easily. I'm too nice and I feel like that's a bad thing but a few songs remind me about that.   

But my favorite person in my life.... well I don't know how long he'll stay but honestly he made me happy today so  that's a plus side of my day


  [Verse 1]
Took you like a shot
that I could chase you with the cold evening
Let a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you (feeling about you)
And every we talk
Every single word builds up to this moment
And I gotta convince myself I don't want it, even though I do (even though I do)

[Chorus]
You could break my heart in two
But when it heals, it beats for you
I know its forward but it's true
I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to
When I'm lying close to someone else
You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you

[Verse 2]
We never got it right
Playing and replaying old conversations
Overthinking every word and I hate it
'Cause it's not me ('Cause it's not me)
And what's the point in hiding
And everybody knows we got unfinished business
And I regret it if I didn't say this isn't what it could be (isn't what it could be)

[Chorus]
You could break my heart in two
But when it heals, it beats for you
I know its forward but it's true
I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to
When I'm lying close to someone else
You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
What was there wasn't sure
But I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you

  [Bridge]
You can break my heart in two
But when it heals, it beats for you
I know its forward but it's true
Won't lie, I'd go back to you
You know, my thoughts are running loose
It's just a thing you make me do
And I could fight, but what's the use
I know I'd go back to you

[Chorus]
I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to
When I'm lying close to someone else
You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
(Go back to you, go back to you)
(Go back to you, go back to you)

(Go back to you, go back to you)

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Honestly he can never hurt me.... It only happened once but he told me it was an accident so I just let it go but him and friends always know how to cheer me up^^    I always use to just keep stuff to myself when people ask what's wrong because I don't want others to feel the same way I do.... Him and my friends helped me out with that and now I can tell my friends how I feel instead of my emotions building up in me. 

Night everyone *~*

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