Life is.... hard and frustrating

I hate it

I hate my life
I hate my day
I hate my week
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I can never do anything right
I just want to fucking scream
I'm annoying they say
I know
I'm a child they say
I know
I'm a brat they say
I know
I hate everyone
I'm loosing trust for people slowly
I've been through too much
Taking my anger out on others
I wish I just stayed home
I'm tired of everyone
I don't want to deal with anything today
I don't mean to do this
It's just the way I am
I can't be accepted for the way I am
I can't be accepting for the way I act
I know everything is my fault
I know
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Leave me alone
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I don't want to be annoyed
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I trust too easy
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I need to learn how to grow up
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I just need to change the real me
So people can accept me
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I'm too childish
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I need to grow up
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I'm
....
Fine
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