Life is.... hard and frustrating

Part 35

You ask me am I hungry?
You already know the answer....
I always either skip 1 or 2 meals
Asking me am I alright?
Asking me am I eating?
Am I skipping any meals?
I always say yes I am eating properly and no I'm not skipping meals
The thing is if I'm not hungry you can't make me eat
This is where I'm first saying anything about this because I always stayed to myself about it
If you know me irl and ask me am I fine, I'll tell the truth and either say yes or no
My mom expects way too much from me...
It's hard to most things that I'm told to do
Most things hurt me physically, emotionally and mentally
I'm scared to be in my own home
I'm scared to come back every day after school
I try my best to do things to come back to a place I hate the most

Answer this question...
And I've been questioning myself a lot and I think I should

Should I tell my mom how I actually feel even if it means I might get hurt and get everything taken away from me and lose everyone I love...?

Edit: Some was deleted because I don't want people to worry