Life is.... hard and frustrating

Why....

I'm annoying, I'm stupid, I'm a brat and I know I am... don't have to bring me down every time I'm happy and your around... I'll leave you alone just quit tearing me apart.... thought you were family my whole life but as I got older I started to see that that was a lie.... don't bury me in all the hate you give..,. I just want your love so I can finally stop doubting myself... all my friends are the ones I care about the most at the end because your the one that fills my mind with all the hate you give... Just leave me alone.... Just let me be.... Just be my family and not my enemy.... I learn not to care... I learn to hide... but that's not enough for me to hide all the feelings that I cover when I'm around.... every time I get home you hurt me... you break me..... slowly and slowly everyday.... if that's what you wanted...
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I hope your happy