Life is.... hard and frustrating

Part 22

Do you ever feel like your not needed?
Do you think about your self worth?
I'm annoying
I'm a brat
I just need to stop bothering everyone
I'm nuisance to everyone
They don't care how I feel
I'm scared to be in my own home
I've been hurt multiple times
My own family member won't believe
They gave the person permission to hurt me
I'm scared of my home
Scared of what might happen
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm a shy person
It's hard for me to open up to others
I have trust issues
I talk to people I can trust
I don't trust nobody in my own home
I guess that's my life
You can't expect me to open up easily
I want to tell my family how I feel
I'm scared they'll hurt me if I do
I don't have no other choice but to stay
quiet
Until it's over
You won't know how I truly feel if I don't
truly tell you
Go ahead and push away from me if you want
I don't care
I try my best to talk to you
You just push me away
Everyone thinks I'm crazy for just wanting to
be close to you
I guess I can't be close to you if you keep going to them
I'm not controlling
I just need someone who can be there
when I need them the most