Life is.... hard and frustrating

Part 38

Would you care if I was gone?
Would you care if I died?
Would you be happy if I disappeared from your life?
Would you be happy if I was never born?
You hurt me every day
And I'm sick and tired of it
I'm upset and mad that I can't do anything about it
I have to wait another year
By then I'll be hurt and broken down even more
I just want to scream and tell you how I feel
But I can't
It hurts
I'm bruised
I have cuts that nobody can see
Try my best to hide it
Sooner or later they'll be shown
But not now....
They'll find out soon
That I have cuts thanks to you
I have bruises thanks to you
Thanks for causing me so many scars