The Cabin

thirty

Bright headlights shined in my room. I jumped up from my bed and looked out the window to see Shawn's Jeep. My heart was beating rapidly as I walked downstairs to open the door. Shawn and I had to be quite since my family was asleep. I opened the door to see shawn in a john Mayer long sleeve and gray sweatpants.

"I know it's late, but I had to see you." Shawn said as he walked in my house.

"It's okay, just be quite." I said as I closed the door and locked it. "Let's go to my room and talk." I said. He followed me up the stairs and to my room. I closed the door and sat beside him on the bed.

"Look Liz," he sighed and ran his fingers through his messy curls, "I can't be just friends with you, I love you way too much to not be able to kiss you and call you mine. I know I screwed up because of my management, but that won't be a problem anymore. I just," he let out a frustrated sigh and looked up at me, "I just want another chance to make this all right."

I looked at him with sympathy. He looked tired and stressed. I was beyond happy to hear this. I've been waiting to hear this for weeks.

"Shawn," I said placing my hand over his, "I love you too, and I want this time to work." I said making him look up at me with a smile.

"It will, I promise." He leaned in and kissed me softly. I kissed back passionately and ran my fingers through his hair. I started to lean back into the mattress as Shawn hovered over me. His hands traveled from my face down to my shirt as did mine. I tugged on the bottom of shirt signaling  for him to take it off. He pulled it over his head revealing his toned abs. He kissed me again once I got my shirt off. He trailed sweet kissed down my neck to my chest. He made his way down my stomach also. He stopped at my shorts and looked up at me as if he was asking permission to take them off. I nodded and he pulled them down my legs. He came back up and kissed me softly. He took off his jeans revealing just his boxers. I could see the large bulge through the thin material. He took off his boxers and positioned himself in front of my entrance. Before he inserted himself he kissed me passionately.

"Shawn," I said feeling nervous. It was my first time, and I was scared. I was just glad that it was going to be with Shawn, and not anyone else.

"I know Liz, it might hurt at first, so tell me if I'm hurting you okay?" He said looking into my eyes.

"Okay." I said before taking a deep breath. He kissed me once more before slowly inserting himself. I took a handful of the sheets and threw my head back into the pillow with my eyes closed. It was painful at first, but it soon turned into pure ecstasy.

"Shawn," I moaned quietly which was really difficult to do. He leaned down to kiss me as our lips met I felt a weird knot in my stomach. Within a few seconds I was in pure bliss. I let out a moan along with Shawn. He collapsed beside me with unsteady breathing. I was breathless also and tried to catch my breath.

He tuned and looked at me with a smile, "you're so beautiful." I smiled and turned to meet his eyes.

"I love you." He said wrapping his arm around me and pulling me close to him.

"I love you too." I said kissing him softly.

So um, I wrote smut. I felt like it would need to be in one of my books, so I chose this one 😂 I know it's really cringy and I'm sorry but they made up!