Alienated [✔] » k.th

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Everything was red and I just attacked all things in my path. I couldn't control myself, my anger was taking over me. I just wanted to be put out of my misery. I wanted and waited for someone to stop me. I just wanted to rest, and then disappear.

Where was Joey when I needed her? Why wasn't she here to talk me out of this?

Inside, I was just hurting. I was in pain just like everyone else. Why couldn't anyone see that I had feelings too?

Where was she? I was looking for her. I think I scared her away. My anger had taken over my body. It was like another being controlling me, or a spirit who possessed me.

I could hardly remember anything. I just knew that there were people running, destruction, and my brethren attacking me. Red rays of light emitted from my hand and knocked them down, but they continued to get up to fight me.

I feared that it would come to this. I was afraid that I would end up fighting my brethren. I never wanted to fight them, even when thay did bad things to me, I still cared about them. I wish I wasn't treated like an outcast.

Maybe all of these pent up emotions is the cause of all of this. Maybe, I'm not just upset at Joey. I've endured this life for too long and it pushed me over the edge, metaphorically speaking.

A part of me was trying to find her. She would know what to do in a situation like this. She would keep me safe and make them go away. But, another part of me hated the idea of her. That part of me wanted to find her just so it could crush her soul like she did mine.

I was at war with myself, metaphorically speaking. My brain was in shambles. One side argued with the other and all the while, I was still trying to fight off everyone and everything coming against me.

Mentally fighting myself began to take a toll on my body and I began to hyperventilate. My mind phased through the positive and negative side. One minute, everything seemed fine. The next minute, I was riled up and ready to destroy everything again. That's the side that I despised.

I covered my ears to protect them from all the screaming and the sounds of wailing automobiles.

A strange mechanism hovered above my head. It emitted bright lights that shined down on me, hurting my eyes and causing me to squint. The mechanism also had wings that went so fast around, it was just a blur.

The mechanism began to speak to me in a strange voice.

   "We have you surrounded, don't try escaping."

I looked around and realized that I was surrounded by a circle of cars. Men and women dressed in uniforms stood around pointing their weapons at me.

   "Put your hands behind your head, now!" One of them ordered. I shot the mechanism down with my laser vision and it crashed into the street when it tried flying away. It caused an explosion and everyone in the way, ducked and fled.

They pulled the triggers on their weapons and small pieces of lead flew towards me. I stopped them, using my telekenesis and spun them in the opposite direction. Some of the led hit the uniformed people, but honestly, I didn't care at the moment.

I didn't care at all.

I just wanted to find her, and what I would do when I did... I did not know.