The Only Way He Knows Pre-Apocolyptic (Daryl Dixon)

Chapter 11

Not spelled or grammar checked sorry for any mistakes.

I stood there watching Blake eye Sam up, I had my fists clenched trying to keep my cool but knowing he is even near her is enough. They ain't the kinda men she wants to be involved in.

"I don't care if you want me here I need to fix this."

"Dixon back off before this gets nasty." Blake growled.

"It's only gonna get nasty if you don't mind your damn business." I snapped squaring up to him, I was just a bit taller which was an advantage.

"Blake show em." Luke cheered.

Blake's fist collided with my face and I snapped throwing punches to his stomach and then tackling him to the ground whilst my fist pounded on his face, all I saw was red but I couldn't hear Sam screaming at me and she tried to stop us,I hit her.

"What the fuck?" She gasped holding her bruised cheek.

"Sam I didn't..."

"You better watch your back Dixon." Blake hissed spitting blood.

"What's going on baby brother?" Merle said helping me up.

"You stay away from her." I growled.

"Or what?" Blake sniggered,

I turned my back from him and followed after Sam who was taken back into the bar by who other than baby face Dean, he don't get the damn picture she ain't interested. Pushing my way through the bar I find her in a booth with Dean I hit her pretty hard seeming the bruise was already showing.

"I think you should leave." Dean said standing in front of me.

"I don't care, now move." I snapped.

"Daryl she don't want you." He snapped back,

"And she don't want you either."

Sams p.o.v

"Just shut up." I moaned holding my cheek,

"You want me to drive you home?" Dean asked.

"Just go Dean, I can handle this."

"If you need me just give me a shout." He smiled and headed towards the bar.

Daryl sat down beside me and was silent, his fists bruised and bloody from beating up Blake. I watched him take my hand in his and I didn't know wether to pull away or hold on tighter.

"I didn't mean to hit you's, I didn't know what to do this morning so I just left."

"You got in my panties Dare that's all you wanted." I sighed pulling my hand out from his.

"That ain't true Sam and you know it!"

"What do you honestly want from me! Do you love me or am I just a piece of ass, I mean c'mon dare!"

"Of course I love you Sam." I sighed.

"Why'd you leave? Made me look like a fool."

"I didn't know what to do."

"Just find some whore to play with." I spat leaving the bar.

I held my face as I pushed passed the people taking my exit, I couldn't drive and I had no one sober enough to give me a ride back to my place so the only option I had was walking. I took in the surroundings I bet I looked like a crazy women walking the side of the road but I kinda felt at peace, just me, the open road and silence.

"I ain't fucking around no more Sam." Daryl's voice called out.

"Just go home!" I yelled back.

The truth was we are an accident waiting to happen, a ticking time bomb. So good for each other yet so bad. I kept walking my boots dragging on the worn concrete road, he kept calling out for me and I did what I was best at, pushing him away, protecting myself from the one person I want.

"Samantha!" Daryl yelled, now getting closer.

"We ain't good for each other! Don't you get that?" I screamed.

"I ain't letting you go, not again."

"What's your damn problem? You either want me or you don't!" I replied stopping dead in my tracks.

"You always spoke to much." He sighed standing over me.

"You want me dare?"

"I ain't good at this shit, but I won't let you leave, you won't leave me again." He said slowly turning me to face him.

"You either want me or you don't!" I snapped.

I looked up at him, my ocean blues meeting his Georgia ones. He didn't seem so comfortable with this question, he dropped his arms from my waist and stepped back. My heart was on the verge of shattering.

"I don't know."

"Fine, you made your choice."

"Sam! Stop!" He yelled grabbing my wrist,

"I can't do this! I can't just be some game to you, either you want me or you don't Daryl!"

"I don't know."

I pulled away from him breaking the grip he had on my wrist. I didn't know what to think I knew everything was clouded seeming I was under the influence making my emotions ten times worst than they would be. He didn't follow me, he made his choice and after what felt like hours of walking I made it home.

"Hey honey." Roxy from next store smiled,

"Hi." I sighed,

"Where's your truck at?" She frowned,

"Walked home, too drunk."

"Who did that? It weren't that Dixon was it?" She said pointing to my bruise.

"It was an accident, he got into a fight trying to save my ass."

She frowned again throwing her cigarette on the floor and standing on it to put it out. "So he hit you?"

"I got involved, I tried to spilt Blake and him up."

"Hm, well I don't like them Dixon's but Daryl ain't been himself since you been around, you know him well?"

I nodded,"Yeah I do."

"Would that be the reason he left your house this morning?" She said with a slight smirk.

"We have past."

"Well don't let him mess you around honey, I must be going I got a shift down at the hospital."

"Alright, cya." I said before heading inside.

When I got inside I headed straight for the kitchen grabbing myself a glass filling it with water and then made my way to the bathroom to find myself some painkillers for this bruise. I saw my reflection and although it didn't look pretty I knew I was stupid, everything I said tonight was stupid, I'm telling him I want him and then we ain't good for each other? Truth is neither of us know what the fuck we want or how to get it. It's like we are still teenagers.

I set the glass down and headed up stairs threw all my clothes off leaving just my underwear and collapsed onto my bed. The alcohol was wearing off and it just left emptiness I just laid there cuddled the covers and drifted to sleep.

Okay......so really random chapter I'm not sure if that drama was completely stupid or her just letting off steam and being drunk. But Daryl loves her that's good but neither of them know what they want. Sorry it took so long to update I've kinda been focusing on my other two stories. Start another job soon so I'm hoping it will give me inspiration working with different people and not just take my time off of writing because I don't want that.

Off to post the next chapter... Whoop!!

~Rainie <3