The Love Lost Within

Is You Down?

Jacob POV

It's Friday, and so far this mother of the week thing is going by pretty good. Faith has been getting all the rest she needs, and I have been doing the motherly and fatherly duties around here I feel so proud. "Bae guess what I just realized?" I asked running into the bedroom "That you ain't shit?" She asked "Ha ha, very funny, anyways I realized that this mother of the week bet is over" I said she laughed "I mean you doing alright as I see it, but um did you do the laundry and fold the close and put them away, because I see two loads in this room and three in Hezekiah's room, and one in Gia's room?" She asked "See, you ain't mention anything about the laundry, you ain't right for that" I said "What you mean I didn't mention i-" I cut her off "Just because you just said it doesn't count" I said "Well it looks like you have more on your plate now don't Cha" she said laughing. Man I swear I'm gone get her for this one, how she gone not tell me about the laundry I thought to myself. After bringing all the laundry baskets downstairs I decided to wash the loads from the most to the least and it took me forever to fold them and put them up. I marched to the bedroom "Why you on that with me?" I asked her "Well I mean you wanted to be mother of the week, I'm just tryna help you out" she said "You better go drop them off now" she said laughing. I kissed her and after the kids were dressed we were off to the usual schedule. So I haven't been straight up with Faith about something....I decided to get back in the game, well as a matter of fact I am back in the game. I gotta tell Faith but I don't know how.

Faith POV

Once Jacob left the house, I was at home in the bedroom chillin I decided to call Tyler up "What up biiiiiiitch" she said "Heyyyyy, girl what you doin?" "nothing much just chilling in the office relaxing and waiting for Tony to bring me some food along with some chocolate....if you get my drift" she said "Oh goodness, you is just too much" I said laughing "Speaking of me getting chocolate, you need to be working on getting me another Godson...you like the only person that didn't name her son after his dad" she said "Well he let me name the first born and he wanted to name the girl, I'm sure if he wants a Jr running around here then he'll tell me" I said "Girl I had a dream about it" she said "Oh goodness, you and your dreams" I laughed "Girl the last time I had a dream what happened, it came out to be true, all ima say is toothpaste test" she said "Ha ha you not funny, girl I'm finna get ready and go to bed ima see you Monday" I said and we got off the phone. I ended up dozing off, after all tomorrow is Saturday and the kids are going away for the weekend.

Jacob POV

I dropped the kids off to my parents and headed back home to my beautiful wife. Once I got in the house I went into the bedroom and she was still woke for some odd reason. "Well well well, look who's still woke" I said she laughed "Oh I was just up thinking" I rose an eyebrow "Interesting, come on tell Daddy what's on your mind" I said she walked out the room and went downstairs to her favorite couch "Jacob, I just feel like there is something I need to know about that I'm not being told, it's like I sense it but I just can't get a vibe from it ya know" she said "Wellllllllll, there is something that I need to tell you that I don't think is that big of a deal" I said "And what is that?" she asked I looked her deep in her eyes and said "I'm back in the game" I said "YOU WHAT?" she said "I'm sorry babe but I had to "JAY WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN YOU HAD TO, ARE YOU BRAINWASHED OR SOMETHING, DO YOU NOT REMEMBER WHAT THE GAME GOT YOU INTO?" she said "Bae calm down" I said "NO IM NOT GONNA CALM DOWN, WERE YOU THINKING ABOUT ME, OR OUR CHILDREN, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME JAY WHY?" she asked punching my chest "Babe listen to me, I know how the game can go, but I just need to know is you down?" I asked she looked at me and got up and walked by the kitchen sink "I mean it's your decision and I can't dictate what you want to do, but Jay all I want to know is why, the accountant money isn't good enough?" she asked I walked up behind her "Bae, as bad as it hurts me to say this, the company let me, Tony, and a few others go, and I don't know any other options because it's all I know, but I need to know is you down or no?" I said "Why didn't you tell me, and yeah I'm down with you, but I swear if this puts me, you, our kids, or any of our loved ones in danger, you'll suffer" she said "Look bae, nothing is going to go wrong, we gone be good" I said "Alright, whatever money you bring home, I'll invest it into companies, oh and you gotta teach me how to shoot" she said I laughed "Girl you too beautiful to hold a gun come here" I said "You think I'm playing, I'm dead serious" she said "Okay bae, I got chu" I said laughing "Come on so I can go to sleep, got me all worked up thinking I'm finna get promoted and shit, Jay I swear yo dumbass better hope and pray nothing goes wrong" I laughed at her "And what seems to be so fucking funny" she said "You call yourself snapping on me that's the funniest shit ever" I said "I can't stand you, goodnight love you" she said "Goodnight my queen, sleep well, love you more" I said. Man Faith was about to snap my neck in half, I mean yeah I understand how she feels about me going back into the game because of the whole hostage situation and all, but like it seems like it's my last resort ya know, I'm just tryna provide for my family and that's all besides everybody got a little gangster in them and I'm sure Faith has a gangster in her too. Yeah ima be looking for a new job while I'm doing this so that I'm not in the game for too long.

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*Sorry for the long ass update....I bet y'all wasn't expecting that😊😜 but every story has a plot twister so let's just see how this goes