The Love Lost Within

Hardaway

Faith POV

Tyler called me and said she needed to come over and talk to me. I haven't seen her in such a long time and I'm definitely sure that we have a lot to catch up on. Her and Tony both came over so yayyy girl talk, and the men go into the man cave and talk about God knows what. "Hey y'all, I missed you guys" "Hey, Faith I'm just here to talk to Jacob if ya don't mind" Tony said "And I'm here to talk to you biiiiiiitch" Tyler said "Tony, Jacob is downstairs and Tyler we can go to the front room" I said letting them in the house.  "Bitch, did you know about Jacob and Tony being in the game?" She asked "Of course I did, Jacob told me and of course I'm not happy about it but like he is trying to provide for our family so I have to support him ya know" I said "Yeah, but Tony didn't want to tell me, and you know that I'm a straight up bitch and that I've been down that road a couple of times, I seen all the magic tricks and shit with Jamal but then you know how that went.

*Flashback*

"Baby come on we gone be late for this party" Jamal said "I'm almost done, I just have a bad feeling about this party" "Babe, ain't shit gone happen to me niggas ain't crazy" he said. "I just don't like you having negative weight on your name like that shit ain't a hunnid" "Girl stop tripping and let's go. The whole ride to the party Tyler was silent she felt it in her gut that she shouldn't have been at that party, Jamal had negative weight on his name and the tension was heavy but they were engaged and so she just went to celebrate. They pulled up to the house and there was plenty people outside "See look baby, everybody just partying and having a good time" Jamal said getting out. Next thing she knew someone from the crowd yelled "Ay, there go that nigga Jamal" then out rang the gunshots. All Tyler could do was run, she had no beef with nobody so she was good. That was the last week she spent in Compton but she moved a few days early.

*Flashback over*

"Yeah, I remember you telling me about that story, wait a minute are you scared that it will happen to Tony?" Faith said "Yeah, like I'm down to be a ride or die bitch, I just don't want him to go out like that especially since I'm pregnant" Faith's eyes widened "You pregnant, oh my goodness girl congratulations, why didn't you tell me?" "Well because everyone had been so distant and all so it's like I didn't know how to tell anyone" Tyler said looking down "Well I'm glad you told me, it's about time my godson had some company besides" Faith said laughing.

Tony POV

"So yesterday I told Tyler that I'm in the game, she didn't necessarily go off on me she just wanted me to be straight up with her" I said "Well, what did she say?" Jacob asked "Oh nothing, just that she wasn't gone be mad but that she had been down that road before so she knows about being a ride or die bitch and stuff" I said "Wait she has a past life then look into it, and you got it easy because Faith went all the way off on me then she calmed down and was like since she my wife she has to support me and stuff, I thought I was gone lose my life and shit" Jacob said laughing "Yeah, but Tyler pregnant so like I hope that it don't stress her out or anything cuz I love her more than anything in the world and I don't want her to lose the baby because she stressing over me" I said "You should do something special for her, ya know, get her some flowers or take her out to dinner, or just do something to let her know you love her" Jacob said "Yeah you right, I haven't been able to spend that much time with her ya know, so I'ma just see if my aunt can keep Tj for a little while so I can pamper my queen" I said going into deep thought. "Yeah you do that, but for now, let's go see what these two troublemakers are up to" Jacob said.

Faith POV

Tyler began to cry on my shoulder, I mean yeah I have to admit that having a past like hers isn't easy, she came from Compton so you know that's a hard life. Then her dad was shot and killed because he was a drug dealer so it sparked tension with his rivals and her mom left her dad when he joined the game so her dad had basically trained her to be street smart, once her dad died she moved in with her uncle and then there was a rumor about him stealing so he was set up to be killed and then, Jamal, he felt like the perfect person til that night at the party and then she moved here with her mom and then me and her moved in together. "What's going on it here?" Tony asked "You know what Tony I'm not even gone lie to you cuz you like a brother to me, but I think that you need to take your wife home and you guys need to sit down and have a deep talk" I said "Yeah babe we need to have a talk about some things that I haven't told you about, can we speak in the man cave?" Tyler asked Jacob "You know, I don't mind, and just in case y'all get carried away with things Tony bring ya wallet" Jacob said laughing. Tony and Tyler went to the man cave and that left me and Jacob all alone "Babe, how much time do you think they gone take up" I asked his eyebrows rose "What are you getting at?" He asked licking his lips "Well you see the thing is, I kinda wanna knock out a few rounds" I said smiling "Who turned you into this freak" he said laughing "Come on bae, just a quickie" I said grabbing his meat "Girl you better stoop" he said smiling "Well shit can I get a kiss" I said "Yeah you can get a kiss" he said. I tongue kissed the fuck outta my man and then his hands were all over and then my leg rose and then he stopped "ughhh can't stand you" I said "You can get what you want later.

Tyler POV

"Okay Tony, I haven't really ever told you everything about my past" I said looking down "What's the matter, did you kill somebody, is somebody after you?" He asked getting worried "No baby, but remember when I told you that I've been down the road you're going on?" "Yeah I remember, why what's up?" He asked "Well bae, I'm from Compton, my dad was a drug dealer and he was killed because of drug tension, my dad made me street smart and when he died, I moved in with my uncle and then there was a rumor about him stealing money, my mom left my dad and didn't really care for me much so I didn't have a dad or an uncle and then I had this boyfriend Jamal, he was my boo and everything he always told me he was gonna marry me, but then there was this night when we went to a party and Jamal had a lot of negative weight on his name and I had a gut feeling that something bad would happen and the second he stepped out of the car I heard someone say "Ay, there go that nigga Jamal" and then there were so many gunshots and so I ran, that was the night we had just got engaged and then I moved back in with my mom and we moved here then Faith moved in with us" I said crying "Babe, why didn't you tell me this?" He said feeling bad "Because I don't like talking about my past life, seriously 16 years of being a daddy's girl, then two years of being an uncle's girl, and then being in love with someone I've known since I was in second grade, I lost them all and I just don't want to lose you either" I said crying he lifted my face so that my eyes were locked on his "Look at me, and hear me good bae, I promise you that everything will be just fine I don't have any negative weight on my name, I'm a nice guy so don't feel that way" he said "Okay bae, is that door locked?" I asked smirking "Um yea-" I cut him off by pulling his meat out his pants "I'm glad they locked the door" I said stroking him "Come on bae we can't do this at they house, let's wait til we get home" he said stuttering "Huh, okay let's just say we can spend twenty minutes here then go home" I said. And just as I said we went back upstairs and spent a little more time with them then headed home, I needed some type of pleasure.

Faith POV

"Jay, come to bed they left now" I said wearing a red and black lingerie set "Faith, you have to learn the definition o-" he paused and his eyes lit up "The definition of what?" I asked casually "See you ain't right, why you doing this?" He walked up to me slowly "Well I. I'm just tryna get dominated tonight, that's if you up to the challenge" I said smirking. I never wanted the night to end as we made slow passionate love.

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