The Love Lost Within

Cry for You

Faith POV

Jacob was supposed to be at home by know, it's 9:15pm and he still hasn't arrived, I dropped the children off to their grandparent's house earlier and they insisted that we let them stay there. I wrapped up some warm food that I cooked and started driving to his office. "It doesn't make any sense for him to be out this late, he hasn't texted me yet" I said to myself. After five minutes I realized that I didn't turn on the radio so I turned on v100.7 and "Talk" by Khalid was on. I had to get to his office and I was hoping that he would be happy to see me.

Jacob POV

I was sitting at my desk and I noticed that Kelly had came in and she was wearing some clothes a lottle more revealing than yesterday, I didn't pay it that much mind tho, she's probably just had a date earlier I thought to myself. "Okay Mr.Johnson, you don't have to be cute with me, we wayyyy past that" she said walking up to me "What are you talking about, you're supposed to be getting the audit reports printed out for me so I can go over everything" I said sternly. My face was so burried into my computer and I didn't notice that she had removed her shirt and took her heels off, not only that but she also pushed down Faith's picture on my desk. "I just think it's a shame that you work so much, you need a real woman to rub you down and make sure you're good" she said. I stood up and walked over to my shelf to grab a binder and once I turned back around she walked up behind me, dropped to her knees, and started to unzip my paints. Before I could say anything I looked up at the door and Faith stood there dropping a container filled with food, she had made me steak and potatoes but she dropped it all on the floor. She ran out of the office and didn't say anything. "Kelly, you're fired, I'm a married man and I love my wife too much to lose her, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY OFFICE NOW" I said. She grabbed all of her things and left never saying anything except "I'm so sorry". I sat at my desk and tried to call Faith, hoping that she would answer but it just keot going straight to voicemail. How do I fix this now? Did I really lose her this time? Is there anyway I can get her back? I'm innocent.

Faith POV

I knew it, I don't even know why I thought I was good enough for him, the late nights, the late texts, him putting his phone on silent and do not disturb, I knew that there was someone else, I thought he didn't want anybody but me, how could he do this to me, the mother of his children, his wife, we really been together for a really long time and I just don't see where I went wrong. I went through so much and for what, for it all to be thrown away he kept calling me but I wasnt going to answer. I thought to myself as I drove, I didn't even want to go home so I called Tyler up "Wassup girl, are you crying?" She asked "Yeah girl, Jacob has been cheating on me" I said "How do you know?" She said "If only you would have seen what I just seen at his offic-" Tony cut me off "You want me to go talk to him?" He asked "Tony there is no point, but if you want to then go right ahead, I don't care just know I'M DONE" I said as tears filled my eyes "Faith how about you come over and we can talk, Tony will go talk to Jacob and see what the hell is going on, and besides you have to come see your godbabies" Tyler said to calm me down "Okay I'm on my way" I said. After 20 minutes I had arrived to Tyler's house and Tony was gone off to talk to Jacob. "T where did I go wrong, I was always loyal, I never looked at another man or even given another man my attention, and he couldn't do that same shit for me, we made a fucking commitment to each other til death do us part, and I'm not dead so what the hell id he thinking" I said "Faith you gotta calm down, now tell me what exactly happened" she said me "Okay so Jacob has been working a lot lately but he claimed that he was just doing work and so I decided to do a pop up visit on him tonight and brought him dinner, once I opened the door he had some bitch in there with him she didn't have her shirt on and she took her shoes off and she was on her knees unzipping his pants, and the picture of me he has on his desk was turned face down" I said crying as it kept replaying in my mind "Oh hell no, he's in deep, I need you to calm down Fay" Tyler said "Well why should I, he humiliated me, I was being loyal to him, taking care of his kids, cooking, cleaning, I was at his hospital bed when he got shot, I gave this nigga all of me and now I'm looking stupid" I said "Well for one, your godbabies are sleep and I don't want them to wake up, and besides you're turning red right now and I don't want you doing anything you regret, you should take a ice bath to cool you down" she said. Tyler is right I do need to stop yelling before the kids wake up, but how do I deal with this hurt, I gave this man everything, he had all my love but apparently that wasn't enough, niggas are never satisfied. And what could he possibly say to Tony that I would actually want to hear?