The Love Lost Within

Steady Love

Faith POV

Jacob and I made up, he felt so bad because he wasn't paying attention to his surroundings and he felt like it was all his fault. Ky and GG didn't have school today so Jacob said that he would bring them to work with him so that I could have a day to relax, how am I supposed to relax if there is so much cleaning to do. I got up and got started on laundry.

Jacob POV

I told my queen to stay home and relax and that I was bringing the babies to work with me just to give her a break from everything "Can I sit in the spinning chair"Ky said "Of course you can son" I said picking him up and putting him in the chair "Dada can I sit by you" G-G said "You sure can princess" I said picking her up. I loved the idea that I had both of my children with me today, they are both so happy and bring so much joy wherever they go. "Mommy pretty, why did you marry her?" Ky asked me "Well Ky, when me and mommy were younger we fell deeply in love, she brought so much happiness to me and she stayed with me when times were bad, and she can cook" I said "How young were you, and why does she have to cook good for you to like her?" He asked "Well son, let me ask you this, if you had a girlfriend and her food was nasty would you still like her?" I asked "If her food is nasty then she still has to learn how to cook" he said getting confused "Okay son, I'll put it like this, daddy loves when mommy cookss because it comes from the heart and she is really good at it, boys really like when girls know how to cook because according to them, the best way to a man's heart is through his stomach" I said hoping he understood what I was trying to say "Okay so basically if mommy couldn't cook then you wouldn't have married her?" He asked "We would have been married still, except daddy would be cooking everyday" I said laughing "But daddy mommy food taste better than yours do" he said "How come you always on mommy side?" I asked him "Mommy nice and she take care of me, I love you too daddy but mommy there more" he said "Okay tomorrow I'm taking you and GG wherever you wanna go" I said "But we need mommy to come with us, you love her too so she can't be left out" he said "Okay fine mommy can come too" I said laughing. My little man is supposed to be my mini me but he just always takes up for his mom, I have to find a way to make him want to be like me when he gets older. "So Ky, when you get older what do you want to be?" I asked him "I want to be rich so I can spoil mommy and GG like you" he said "Well what about me?" I asked "Well you always at work and you always gone but we still have fuun with you" he said "Well son if you want to be rich, you have to have a job and that's how you make your money" I said "Ohhh okay, well I want to be like you, but I want a job where I can be home with my girldfriend" he said "What girlfriend?" I asked laughing "It's a girl in my class, and she wanna be my girlfriend but I can't let her be my girlfriend because she can't cook" he said. All I could do was laugh, apparently my son still wanted to kinda be like me when he gets older. "Ky you wanna do some work with daddy today?" I asked him "Yeah, what I gotta do?" He asked smiling "Here take this to Tony desk for me and tell him to that I need this done A-S-A-P" I said "Okay" he said I picked up GG and walked behind Ky to hear him deliver the message "Tony?" He asked "Heyy wassup little man what you need?" He asked "Daddy said he need you to do this A-S-T-P" he said I laughed "Okay I will do it A-S-A-P, that means as soon as possible" he said laughing. Having my children at work today was fun but I really need to plan a family vacation and soon because, it's a lot of stuff that I can teach him and I don't want him to feel like I'm never around. I noticed that it was getting late "Okay we gone be heading home soon, mommy has been home by herself and I know that she misses us" I said "Yayyyy we going home now" Ky said "Ky, bring me your coats so we can leave" I said "Okay" he said. We were headed home, I missed my baby so much and I need to show her some more appreciation, I barely get to spend time with her now, but that's all about to change, we are about to go on a family vacation soon.

Faith POV

Jacob and my babies were gone all day, I didn't have anything to do, I did all the laundry, folded the clothes and put them all up, washed the dishes, picked up the toys around the house, went grocery shopping, and dinner is almost ready. I quickly ran upstairs to pull out pajamas for me and my babies, I kinda want to have another child but I don't know if Jacob will be on board with that. I walked into Gia's room and put her pajamas on her bed so that I could get her dressed soon as she got out of her bath, after Gia's room I went to Ky's room and did the same thing. Finally, after getting my children's pajamas ready I walked into me and Jacob's bedroom, but it didn't feel the same, nothing did, I felt alone and empty because I was here by myself and they were taking forever to get home. I started to straighten up my bed and I jumped when I felt hands on my ass "Relax baby, it's just me" Jacob said "You scared me, do you think that's funny or something, and how long have you been here?" I asked holding my heart "I'm sorry, I was just admiring what was mine and then it told me to come touch it, and we just got in the house, I hope dinner is ready because all of us are hungry from the day's work" he said taking off his shoes and throwing his shirt on the floor, after I had just cleaned it up "Jay, yes dinner is ready, and pick that shirt up I literally just cleaned up in here" I said slightly aggitated "Awwww the baby upset, come here give daddy a proper greeting" he said smiling and reaching towards me "No, not til you pick that up and learn to start cleaning up after yourself" I said walking away, he grabbed my arm "Don't tell daddy no, come on Fay give daddy a kiss, I know you missed me" he said smiling pulling me closer to him "Okay fine, you win" I said. He leaned in and gave me a lassionate slow kiss "Now come on downstairs these kids not gone watch themselves" he said smacking my butt and running out. Just as I was about to walk downstairs I noticed he never picked up that shirt, which I'm sure he did on purpose, and of course I picked it up and put it in the empty basket that was sitting right by the bed. I headed downstairs and everybody was sitting down at the table waiting for me "Awww this is beautiful" I said smiling. Ky got out of his chair and ran over to the empty chair by his and pulled the chair put for me "Here you go mommy, you can sit here" he said "Thank you very much Ky, look at you being a gentlemen" I said being petty "Don't start down here, he wanted to pull your chair out so I let him" Jacob said winking at me. I love my family so much and I wouldn't trade them for anytjing in the world. Soon after we finished eating I washed Ky and GG up and put on there pajamas and they drifted off to sleep. I walked back into the bedroom to see that Jacob was pulling out some lingerie of mine "Jay what are you doing?" I asked annoyed "Do what daddy says and put this on" he said "Jay, I don't have time for your jokes tonight, I cleaned the whole house and I'm tired" I said getting irritated. Just as I was about to go into the bathroom he ran in front of me "Come on baby please put this on, it's been so long since you wore lingerie and I want you to put this on" he said poking his lip out "You are such a child" I said. I grabbed the lingerie and went into the bathroom and took a shower and quickly put on the lingerie, I thought to myself maybe he wants to have another baby. "Fay, some time soon would be nice" he said rushing me. I walked out the bathroom in my lingerie set