personal | noah schnapp

xiv. apologies.

( 𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐈𝐄𝐒 )
chapter xiv | real life & texting !

BROOKE WAS DONE. she was done with everyone. she was done with everything. she was done with noah. she thought she can trust him. she was beginning to think that she was wrong about noah.

he really was a sweet kid. after everything she's done to hurt him, he chased her. she messed with his head making him go crazy.

noah went crazy. all he can ever think about was brooke. when he was hanging out with his friends and girlfriend, someone's face changed to brooke's.

he made excuses leaving his friends. he made excuses like how his mom needed him or that he was going to audition for a movie or show. 

he was thinking of brooke more than his own girlfriend. his own girlfriend. he couldn't help himself. every time julia hansburg grabbed his hand, or laid her head on his shoulder, he imagined his girlfriend as brooke.

when she talked, he imagined her as brooke. every little thing she did reminded him of brooke.

did he like like brooke? he would have dreams about her. he would see her in his dreams. he would talk about how he screwed up with brooke to his sister.

he felt he had more of a connection to brooke than his julia. he didn't know what to do. he was lost and in pain.

he wants to make it right but he doesn't know how.

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
hey you haven't blocked
me. im surprised

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
i will now

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
don't

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
please don't

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
why not

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
brooke i am so so
sorry. i didn't mean
to hurt you. i was
just going along ..
playing with the crowd.
i was going to chase
after you. i was trying
to talk to you. but my
friends kept pulling
me away & telling me
u weren't worth it.

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
but they're wrong. you
have been driving me
crazy these past days.
every time i laid my
eyes on you the whole
world stopped. it was
just you and me. you
were on my mind every
single time. you were in
my dreams. im sorry for
being such a shitty friend.
i didn't mean to hurt you.
you're different than any
other person i've met.
that's why i keep coming
back.

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
that's why i keep talking to
you. push me away. drive
me crazy. flirt with my friends.
but i will always be by your
side. you're my #1 hater,
remember ? and im your
idiot, aren't i?

READ

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
brooke campbell ,
i love you.

[ message not sent! ]

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
i miss you.

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
me too.

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
i miss talking to you.
i miss messing with your head.

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
do you miss hating
on me ? because i
don't. and i don't
want to repeat that.

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
no.

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
do you forgive me?

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
yes.

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
are we good ?

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
are you good?

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
i broke up with my
gf.

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
what the fuck,
noah im so so sorry.
why did you break
up with her?

was i the reason?
i love u.
[ message not sent! ]

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
i think i have my eyes
on someone else

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
who may that be

#1 HATER 🤫🤠
julia ratskin

IDIOT 😩🤙🏼
no. im talking to
her right now this
very second.

IRIS SPEAKS !
this is rushed im srry.
thanks to carlie for
helping me out with
this chapter 😩👊
again this is bad im
sorry.