It's 2:02 AM
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Ok. So motherfuckers in our neiborhood don't understand the 4th of July is for fireworks. Not the 5th, 6th, or the 7th. Especially not at 2:02 in the damn morning on the 7th.
You see. Motherfuckers with anxiety ((me)) don't like bright flashes outside our windows. Or loud explosion-y noises making us sir of panic.
My heart is beating so fast. I can feel it just normally as usually but it's abnormally fast holy fuckle.
So yea. How's your day?
That's good/bad.
I'm freaking out. And I hear laughter inside my head. Like multiple laughs but they sound scary.
I. Need. Happy. Thoughts.
((Time to go read many a fan-fic))
((This chapter is short. Sorry only had a little bit to talk about))
It's 2:07 AM
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Non-FictionTrue story. True thoughts. Trigger warnings: suicide, self-harm, abuse, & swearing, e.t.c.