My story

4/24/14

Its 3:33 AM

I honestly thought I could call this book completed.

Yet I think something is wrong.

I know I'm not getting enough potassium in my body and I get muscle issues because of it. Yet I don't think I'm eating enough, yet I still feel fat.

I eat way to much sometimes and it makes me mad at myself. I have a killer headache right now too.

I think I may start getting bullied at school again.

I was talking to my friends about religion.

Me knowing my friends would know me telling them bible quotes about how the bible supports rape, slavery, and how god hates people, this girl buts into the conversation. She asks what I'm talking obit I tell her. She tells me I have never read any of the bible (I was a jahovas witness as a small child and read a lot of the bible) asks me if I believe in god. I answer with no and she tells me I'm going to burn in hell.

That girl brought her friends from the hall into the class and points at me. When I'm reading she makes annoying noises. After the bell rang she brought her other friend into the class and was talking really loud about me.

So in my third hour this kid asked to borrow notes he sees my face. Gets up, walked away after saying oh, your that one girl.

So yea. I'm feeling low again and it's days like this when I question if I'm even getting better.

Because fact is I've started seeing things worse than before and I nearly black out every time I stand up.

So close to being done.

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